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FLASHBACK

"You kissed her mattia!" I yell. "I'm so sorry, I was drunk, something was in that drink." He says. "Stop making excuses! You kissed her fully knowing who it was!" I yell again. "Stop yelling, can't we talk like adults?" He asks in a calm voice. "No! You fucking cheating!" I scream. "The drink was spiked! Ask kairi or alejandro." He says. "No, I'm not asking anyone anything. You're making excuses, I hate you mattia." I said grabbing my stuff and slamming the doors. "Y/n, stop come back." He pleads but I kept walking. I heard him run after me but I ran and eventually I lost him.

That was yesterday, I'm not sure what happened after that. I wake up in my room, but someone else. I thought it was mattia, but it was someone else.  What did I do? This is completely out of my morals! You don't sleep with someone if all he did was kiss someone. Even then what mattia did wasn't okay and horrible, I did something even worse. I slept with someone else, SLEPT. There's a difference from kiss and having sex with someone. I can't believe I did this, I mean I know mattia cheated but I didn't something I knew I wouldn't do to him.

I heard the doorbell ring and I went to open it. I see mattia with flowers, chocolates and all my favorite things, "Hey." I say. "I'm sorry for kissing her. I'm sorry for screwing up our relationship. I'm sorry for being a screw up. I should've seen what was in the drink, but no me being me; I just drank it. You don't deserve to get cheated on and I don't think I'll forgive myself. I know you don't have to forgive me right now- oh." he got cut off by the guy came up with no shirt on. "Mattia-" but he held his hand up, "Sorry didn't know you moved on so quick. Um here are the things, I'll see you around." He said and walked off my porch. "Mattia no wait! Damn it." I say. "What's wrong?" The guy asked. "No, get out! I don't know who you are but leave. Whatever happened was a mistake." I said.

The guy left and I called mattia so many times and he didn't answer. I got tired of leaving voicemails so I texted him.

y/n💖: mattia answer me please
mattia
mattia
mattia please
I'm sorry
mattia answers
please we need to talk

tiaa🥰: why should I talk when I wanted to explain myself, you didnt let me. So why should I let you explain?

y/n💖: look whoever he was, it meant nothing. I don't even know who he is, I'm sorry. I didn't know what happen, please mattia

tiaa🥰: i didn't know what happened either, but how should I believe you? You're making excuses.

y/n💖: mattia, I'm sorry for not letting you explain, but I'm genuinely sorry. I know what I did was horrible but please don't leave me

tiaa🥰: pretty sure you left me already. I love you y/n, I do, but we need time away from each other. i cheated on you and you cheated on me. we need time to clear the air and maybe bounce back.

y/n💖: no mattia, I can't do that

tiaa🥰: but you would go through it if you suggested it right? I need time to myself, and so should you. I'll see you around.

y/n💖: no mattia please.
mattia.
mattia answer please.
please don't leave me

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made: 07/21/2020
word count: 593
yeah this wasn't good but I couldn't think of anything good to write so :)