NJ boys imagines

favorite mistake.

favorite mistake - giveon.

i would drop everything to do be with giveon.

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are you on your way?
are you comin' soon to me?
no parking in LA
so i'ma send a uber to your place

"Hey, are you coming?" I ask through the phone. "Yeah. I'm on my way in 5." He says. "Okay. Come through my window."

"See you soon." I hung up and changed into regular clothing. I sent an uber to kairi's house since he didn't have anyone to take him.

My parents weren't home and neither were my siblings. They were at my little sister's recital, I told them I couldn't go due to a project I had to do.

Which was true, but I already did the project.

is my secret safe?
safe with just you and me
we can't leave a trace
this is my favorite mistake

"Wow, it gets better everytime." He says. I nod my head, catching my breath after doing it.

"Y/n, this has to be the last time we do this. We can't keep doing this." He sighs. "I know, but everytime one of us calls, we cave into each other. What is wrong with us?"

"Our secrecy is safe between this walls. It's just between you and me." I nod my head. He tilts my head and kisses me one more time. "This is my favorite part."

are you on your way? are you comin' soon to me?
i'm gettin' impatient, look at what you do to me
our secret's safe so you're my favorite mistake
that's why we gotta keep it on the low

"Are you coming?"

"What? No, we both said we aren't doing it anymore."

"Please, we just have to keep it on the low." I paused and stopped to think.

"Y/n, please come to mine." He whines over the phone. "Kai, we both agreed to not keep doing it anymore. This was your idea." I said pacing around my room. "I'm impatient princess. I'm so fucking hard, look what you do to me. Just you on my mind gets me so excited. We'll keep it safe, come on come over."

I tried to keep my ground, but I couldn't. "I'm going."

"I'll see you in a bit."

ohh, look in my eyes
can you find the lies? do you feel alive?
look in my eyes
do you mind the lies? do you feel alive?
look in my eyes

"Do you regret doing this again?" I ask him.

"Of course not. I don't regret anything that I do with you." I felt like he was lying. He was lying to not himself, but me. "Look at me.." he says. I couldn't look him in the eye.

"Look in my eyes," I hesitated to look at him, "I do not regret anything I do with you. Find the lies in my eyes." I looked deep in his eyes.

Melting in his touch and falling more in his charm.

"You never make me regret anything."

we both know it's wrong but you're still comin' over
even when you're gone the feelin' just grow stronger
should leave it alone but you're still gettin' closer
we both know it's wrong, can't keep this for long
while it's going on, i'll put it in a song

Cheers and claps were heard through the stage. Everyone was congratulating me on my new song, favorite mistake.

I never told them the deep meaning of it. Kairi was cheating on my sister with me, for 4 months. We both knew it was wrong, but we couldn't keep it to ourselves. It makes me hurt that I ruined my relationship with my sister over a boy. She hasn't talked to me since she found out, I don't blame her. I would do the same thing.

Kairi hasn't talked to me either after it all went down. That happened 3 years ago.

"Y/n, there are flowers in your dressing room." I nod my head and walked back.

There were 2 bouquets of flowers, I checked the first one. They were purple roses with white to compliment them.

I opened the card, " congratulations on your success and new song. proud of you.

- kenzie <3"

I opened the next one, it was pink mixed with purple roses with a yellow bow. I opened the card and nearly dropped it after reading it,

" hey, congrats on the song. i heard it was a hit. you were my favorite mistake too. i hope to see you soon.

kairi."

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y/n.y/l/n: FAVORITE MISTAKE out now.

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made: 02/26/2021
word count: 772