NJ boys imagines

baby (2)

"Are you okay babe?" Alejandro asked me. I had just thrown up for the 2nd time today. "I'm fine." I smile softly looking down. "Are you sure?" He walked over to me and made me look at him. "I'm fine, baby. Go have fun with kairi." I say. He was hesitant for a second but then he nods his head and went off the kairi's. Now that he's out of the house, I can go to the store.

I knew exactly what was happening, I'm having pregnancy symptoms. I'm throwing up, feeling nauseous, and eating foods I don't get on a regular day. I arrived at the store and went to check out, the girl was giving me a worried look. "Look, I know it's scary at first, but trust me; he'll be there for you." She says. I thank her and went back to the house. Alejandro was going to be at kairi's for a while so I had enough time to make something to tell him I'm pregnant.

I went to the bathroom and took the test, god I'm so nervous. Alejandro's always talked about having kids so I think he'll be happy about this. I look at the test and there were 2 "||" I'm pregnant. I started to cry but they were happy tears. I quickly wipe them and started to bake a cake to tell him. I made a blue and pink cake, with the top of it saying "heyyy guess up? You're going to to be a dad!" I smile and set everything up. I had a candle light dinner and dessert waiting for alejandro.

I waited for a while and I heard a knock on the door. I jumped up and ran to the door, I took a deep breath in before opening the door to be met by a smiling alejandro. "Hey, baby. Are you doing okay?" He said hugging me. "I'm fine, I'm perfect for now." I say. "What's this?" He smiled. "It's a little dinner I prepared for us. Do you like it?" I ask. "Yes, thank you mamas." He gave me kiss and I smiled. "Let's eat then."

We had finished dinner and it was for dessert. "One more thing baby." I walked over and got the cake. "Aw thank you, the cake looks amazing." Before he got a piece, I told him to look on top. "Heyyy guess what? You're going to be a dad." He read. "Yeah, I'm pregnant ale." I smile. He was staring the cake for a good while, "are you going to say something?" I asked. "I don't want the kid." He whispered. "Huh?" My smiles dropped to the floor. "I'm sorry, baby but I'm not ready." He said. "But you said-" "I know what I said but I didn't think you would take it literally. I don't want the kid." He repeated. I shook my head and went upstairs. Of course he doesn't want the kid!

Alejandro's pov
I saw the smile of hers drop to the floor. She went upstairs and I heard the door lock behind her. I sat there wondering how this happened. We were safe, we always played safe. What happened? I called kairi and told him the situation. "Are you fucking dumb ale!?" He yelled. "Don't take this out on me!" I say. "You just told the women, who is carrying your baby, that you don't want it!? You know that can destroy someone and let alone be someone like y/n! You fucked up bad." With that kairi hung up. I tossed my phone to the couch and looked at the picture beside the couch. It was picture of me and y/n at prom. We loved prom and we made a promise that if we ever have kids, we won't back out.

Just on cue, y/n walks down with a suitcase? "Where are you going baby?" I ask. "I'm leaving." Her voice cracked slightly. "What? Why?" I ask. "You don't want the kid, so why would you want me? I'm leaving so you won't have to deal with me and this kid. You don't want it and I get it. But I'm not going to leave this child, I'm carrying. Go find someone you want to have kids with because obviously you don't want them with me. Maybe I'll see you later in the future but I'm sorry." She tried to walk past me but I stopped her. "Y/n, no don't leave." I say. "Why? It's what you wanted. If you don't want the kid then you can't have me either." She says. She tried to walk again but I stopped her. "Alejandro stop it!" She said. "No! I'm not letting you leave!" I plead.

"Alejandro, I'm leaving so you won't deal with this kid." She says. "But the promise." I said. "I'm sorry alejandro, but I didn't break it. You did." She tried to walk by again but i stopped her again. "I want the kid." I whisper. "No you don't. You're just saying that so I won't leave. I don't want my kid to be treated like shit because their dad doesn't want them." She said. That's when it sunk in, I'm a horrible dad. I literally just said I don't want my own kid. I looked down and walked to the couch, before putting my head in my hands and started crying. "The kid isn't even born yet and I'm saying I don't want it! What kind of shitty person am I! Who the fuck abandons their kid! Their own kid!" I sob even more as I spoke. Y/n came over to me rubbing my back softly, "it's okay ale." "No it's not, I'm going to disown my kid for what? God, I'm horrible. Maybe you should leave and find someone better then me. Find someone who will treat the kid better." I say. "Alejandro stop!" She said. "I can't, I'm horrible." I sob. "Alejandro stop and look at me!" She demanded. I look at her and I could see her face break with the sight of me.

Y/n's pov
As soon as he made eye contact with me, my heart broke. He must really mean it. "I don't want anyone else but you. If you don't want the kid then fine, I'll give it to a foster home, but you aren't horrible. I love you alejandro and I'm not leaving you." I say. "I want the kid, I want the kid. I don't want them knowing that their own dad didn't want them. I want the kid." He says. "Are you sure? Ale, you don't have to." I say. "I'm sure, I want the kid." He smiled as tears still ran down his face. I nod my head and gave him a hug. He kissed my shoulder, "I'm sorry baby."

9 months later
"She's so beautiful." Ale whispers. "I know, she looks just like you." I smile. I yawn and felt my eyes getting droopy. "Go to sleep babe, you've done enough for today. We'll be right here in the morning." Alejandro smiled. I nod my head and fell into deep sleep.

Alejandro's pov
"God, you're beautiful." I say to my daughter. She was sleeping in my arms and I couldn't stop looking at her. "I'm sorry I had said I didn't want you. I love you so much my little girl and I won't let anyone hurt you." I kissed her head and laid her in her little bed. I smiled at my daughter once more. "I love you baby."

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made: 04/20/2020🤍
word count: 1222🤍