The Hiding Mafia's Book 2 of The Secret Mafia

Chapter 18

Patricio P.O.V

My body tremble with pain, the pain crossed my heart and it's breaking me into pieces.

It breaks me, it's breaking me knowing that I choose Hannah than being with Meggay, than being with the person I really love. I should have chosen her.

Ramdam ko ang pagbagsak ng mga luha sa mga mata ko. Pinindot ko ulit ang video at muli 'yong  pinanood. Grethel put something in the man's wine, they both naked.

And the man just drink it, after a few seconds the man collapsed in the floor and his mouth became bubbly because of the poison.

Grethel laughed and picked her clothes on the floor starting to dress herself again, like nothing happened. May pumasok na lalaki at pinulot ang lalaking patay na. My heart starts to hyperventilate.

"Sunugin niyo na 'yan. Dispatyahin niyo para walang makaalam, mabubuntis naman ako pagkatapos nito." Tumawa ito. "Hindu makukuha ni Meggay lahat dahil mauuna na ako."

"Babayaran kita ng malaki, 'wag kang mag-alala. Just make sure to not leave a single trace." Grethel said before leaving the hotel room.

Hindi ko alam kung anong gagawin ko... Kung paano ko kakayaning makita si Grethel at si Hannah, knowing na inalagaan ko ng anim na taon ang anak na hindi naman sa akin nanggaling. I'm stupid.

This is my limitation after all.

Si Hannah na pinalaki ko, na inalagaan ko, na minahal ko, at pinili ko kaysa kay Meggay. Why am I so stupid?!

I shrugged before leaving our house going to the devil's bar. I want this pain to leave me. My heart feels so heavy that I want to cry because of it.

Nag-order ako ng hard drinks, Black label. Ilang beses akong uminom hanggang makita ko si Kenneth na pinapanood ako.

He smirked while looking at me, like he was happy with the current situation I'm in. Yeah, he should be happy with my situation because I hurt his sister that leads her to her own death.

Bumaba suya sa hagdan at pumunta sa gawi ko para tingnan ako.

"Look, who's here," he said sarcastically while looking at me.

"What do you need?" I asked nowhere and drink another shot from my shot glass. I don't like dealing with him right now. I want to be alone.

"Oh, andito ka sa bar ko, Patricio. At hindi ko pa nakakalimutan ang ginawa mo sa kapatid ko," he said with a death eyes like a dagger that hit me unconsciously.

"Ako rin hindi ko pa nakakalimutan eh."

"Bakit nagsisisi ka na ba?" he asked and sit beside me. He looked at me and raised his brows.

"Yeah... If I could go back to the time. I will choose Meggay instead of being with the person who lied to me. Who lied to me for six damn years."

"Did she lie to you?" he asked, amused.

"Yeah, the kid was not even mine... the kid that I take care of is not mine... everything was a lie." I said, nanlalabo na rin ang mata ko dahil sa luha. I can't believe how stupid I was.

"I leave the person I love just because I thought that Hannah is mine, but everything was a play... Grethel just wants me to take it away from Meggay."

I know I'm now drunk but I have to tell him what I really feel.

"Si Meggay... si Meggay na hinayaan kong umiyak dahil sa akin... dapat siya eh... dapat siya ang pinili ko sa una pa lang. Hindi dapat ako naniwala sa kanila."