I opened my eyes and the room was still dark. Yoongi slept with his body against mine and hugged me from behind. As soon as I realized he was so close to me, my mind started racing.
We did nothing but kiss, but I feel very strange. I loved every minute we spent together. He set limits that made me comfortable and besides being very affectionate, he is extremely skilled. But at the same time he is he.
He's someone who intimidated me from the beginning, who after we met was always rude to me. He is someone whose presence has always bothered me, with whom I have never been comfortable... he is someone who teased me and made me be rude too.
I got up from the bed and silently escaped out of the room, carefully climbing the stairs and heading for Maud's room.
"Hey Maud, wake up." I whispered in her ear as I shook her shoulders slightly.
"No..." She moaned trying to pull me away without opening her eyes.
"Who's here?" Evi sat on the bed looking for the source of my voice.
"Hi Evi, it's me." I straightened up for her to see me, but I kept my voice low. She scratched her eyes and watched me in silence before showing an expression of surprise.
"Why are you wearing Yoongi's shirt?" She exclaimed and Maud opened her eyes instantly.
"He lent it to me." I replied, without adding any further details.
"Did you sleep together?" Maud asked, pulling me to sit next to her on the bed.
"Yes, but we just slept." I informed her. "I mean, we also kissed... but nothing else happened."
"How does it work?" Evi's voice was more awake than ever.
"It's like I said. We kissed and shared a bed to sleep."
"And why are you wearing his shirt?" Maud did not seem convinced.
"He lent it to me. My dress was uncomfortable and I'm not wearing a bra." And that was the truth.
"Okay, I know how it works to kiss and sleep without having sex" Evi tried to return to her previous question.
"Do you really? It didn't look like it when we came to mine." Maud laughed.
"Be quiet, Maud. Roos, what I want to know is in what context did you kiss Yoongi to the point where you guys would sleep together afterwards." Evi spoke as if she was talking to a kid.
"Ah! That! I don't have an answer to that." I smiled to hide my discomfort at not being able to explain it to myself.
"There are things that need not be explained, Evi, especially to others..." Maud's voice sounded almost like a warning, but also an advice. "But why did you wake me up now?"
"I wanted to borrow some clothes." I replied, still thinking about what she said to Evi.
"You can get it in the wardrobe. The pants are hanging on the left and the T-shirts are in the drawers just below."
I got up and went to the wardrobe, while Evi laid back again, hugging Maud. I took the clothes silently and left without saying anything else.
As soon as I arrived in the hall holding them in my arms I looked up and saw Lotte standing in the hall. I don't think she expected to see me there, because she gave a small cry when she saw me.
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Temptation [ Min Yoongi | ENG ]
ФанфикWhere Yoongi and Roos don't get along. "From time to time, and more often than I would like to admit, I wonder if I am making the right choices for my life. Living with a generalized anxiety disorder and yet be in an endless routine of night outs is...