[ITZY] How You Roll (It Up) | A JinLia Fanfiction

[29] Nosebleed

"We should write something different here."

"Why, what's wrong with it?"

"Nothing, but think there might be some words that would suit the song better. Maybe instead of 'go', we could write 'feel' here?"

"But would that really make a difference?"

"I think it just sounds nicer, like..."

Ryujin then started playing the guitar, trying to also focus on singing, which still was kind of hard for her to do.

"I know sometimes I make you feel insane
I'm sorry, that's just how I play this stupid game
I can't act like a child and disobey
All that you want from me and that you say..."

"I'm sorry, baby
Please, puppy
I'm trying to be
Ultra mega happy"

"God, I love that part, your voice suits it so well!"

"But yours does too! I also honestly wasn't expecting our voices to sound so good together."

One day before christmas eve.

The past weeks have been... something different for sure.

Ryujin's actual plan was to just lock herself in her room for some time, as she thought she wanted to be alone, and she actually tried to do it.

But somehow, she couldn't seem to actually pull it off, because she prefered to be with Lia in the time where they didn't have to go to school, she didn't want to waste those few weeks.

Still, that doesn't mean that the outsider has healed from all of this.

After some tries of being alone, it actually made her cry, because she didn't even want to do it anymore, but her brain still told her to do it, so she went to Lia, who just held her for as long as Ryujin needed to.

They also met up with the other girls from time to time, and that also seemed to brighten the Ryujin's mood quite a lot, but at the end of the day, the taller girl still needed her time to recharge after seeing so many people at once.

And Lia was actually the only person who noticed the outsider's slight changes of posture or how her voice was getting more quiet, even when she tried covering it up, Lia was still able to pinpoint the exact seconds Ryujin started to overthink.

Everytime she did, Lia was always right by her side at any time.

The outsider would just sit somewhere (mostly on the couch) and space out, being unusally quiet and avoid Lia's gaze at any cost.

Whenever that happened, Lia would wrap a blanket around her, scoot closer to her girlfriend and snuggle and kiss her, which was the best kind of therapy Ryujin could have ever asked for.

After these two weeks, the times were Ryujin was as unbothered as she was right now became a lot more common from day to day.

Both of them were able to heal the other one's wounds that other people caused.

And that especially happened in the night time.

But not because of the things you might be thinking about, you perv.

The night time was simply the time where both of the finally got to cool down, to actually get their head free and just enjoy the moment.

Normally, Lia would be either reading the entire evening or just spend some time on Instagram, while Ryujin would be texting with people or go to sleep instantly.

Either way, Ryujin's head was pretty much always resting on Lia's lap, but when she noticed that she's about to fall asleep, she would shift into her usual sleeping position so she wouldn't bother her girlfriend too much.