Reign of Supremes (Hiatus)

Chapter 10 Part 6

" Uesugi. "

As I called out to Andres' name, he bluntly responded calling my name back.

So my assumptions were correct huh.

" You look gloomy, are you alright? " I asked that to negate the quiet and awkward atmosphere.

"......" he stayed silent.

" Hoga's subordinates and some girls were here earlier, Minami incl- "

" I know, I know okay Uesugi? Just please don't ever mention her name again. " he didn't let me finish what I was about to say.

I have never seen Andres like this, it's as if he already is done being toyed with by everyone, it's rather unfortunate I must say that I couldn't understand his feelings but since he sees me as a real friend of his I think it is just fair for me to help him ease his feelings out.

" What happened? " I asked.

" Uesugi, I know I owe my life to you, but could you please stop asking questions for a moment? I am trying to help myself out here, it's something that I only get from people out of pity and I'm always unable to do it for myself so please just leave me alone for a while. "

He shut me up and I stood there processing what could I possibly do.

" Life is just...always toying with me, am I an insignificant being? I don't get it, powerful people get to enjoy lives however they please even if they step onto their inferiorities but the inferior and insecure ones has to suffer because of them, is it even a fair way of existing? I find it quite idiotic and repulsive that people made existing that unjustly and to be totally honest I only feel agony and anger that I can't even get out of my senses and it just consumes me everytime it happens, it's as if I am drowning and I am left alone to sink into the deepest parts of the abyss and I can't even die, I only live to succumb into the darkness while I feel eternal pain. Tell me Uesugi, was the World always fair? Or was it society who changed it? "

He asked me a rather deep question after the rant he told me.

Was the World always fair?

" What do you mean by that Andres? " I asked

" I see, so you really wouldn't get it. "

" I think you should stop blaming everything on why the World is unfair. " I argued.

" Wait, what are you- "

" The World is already unfair in itself, it was never meant to be fair in the first place Andres, I think you should see that to yourself. "

"... " he stayed quiet.

" Living is already a privilege enough. Climbing up to the society, being stronger, being more courageous or anything that you want to overcome is another matter but the fact that the World isn't letting you is the hurdle and the challenge that you yourself need to overcome. It's not like a fighter could become strong without proper training, it's not like rich people became wealthy just because of some magic. "

" Uesugi, stop it please you don't know how I feel right now. "

" Ah I see, you said people pity you right? Because you are weak? But have you really took that thought of yours personally? "

He looked at me in a rather different look that I could not comprehend.

" You strived to become more courageous yet you did nothing to change that. "

" You don't know anything Uesugi. " he started to stand up as he said that in a rather upset and angry voice.

" You are a coward is all I know Andres, and a weakling to top that- " my sentence was cut short after he threw a punch out of anger but I easily did a side step to avoid that.