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(TW; PANIC ATTACK, DEREALIZATION, SMALL SELF HARM, AND SUICIDAL THOUGHTS)

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He pulled on his hair, nails scraping on the thin scalp drawing thick blood that coated his greasy hair. 

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Dilated eyes viciously scanned the room, feeling as if the walls were laughing at him closing in on him as he struggled to breathe. The room was uncomfortably hot yet cold, he shivered under the varying temperature thrown at him. 

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The feeling of his beating heart felt like it was in his mouth, threatening to escape and let him survive on his own. Maybe it'll be better that way. No. 

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His lungs collapsed in themselves leaving him hacking away, trying to get air. The room was hazier, distorted to the point it made him sick to his stomach worsening his predicament with bile rising and burning his throat. 

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He clawed the ground trying to get feeling back to his hands, scraping the broken nails on the barely disturbed floor leaving trails of red within his wake. Tears leaked from his dull eyes, falling like waterfalls. Yet he could not hear his own cries or screams for help, for this nightmare to end.

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The sick smell of stomach acids, blood, and his sweat mixed in the tiny room he was trapped in. He clawed his harms making marks and raising skin before long the irritated skin began to be smudged with red,  Everything was overwhelming as all his movement looked like time was sped up and slowed down. 

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The rope was right there, and that was one of the only things in the room that looked permanent. The pill bottle on his nightstand stayed as well the color orange more prominent than it was before, as well as the iron axe that was propped on the wall. It's sheen inviting him to hold it, heart still racing and head pounding he reached for it. Only falling to the floor, the cold floor hugging him.

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