another week of ignoring josh has passed. it's kinda hard now though because i'm sitting with him and bio. and what really sucks is that his favorite cologne is one i got him that smells really good. he wears it all the damn time and it just makes me miss him. idk. i walk into bio and take my seat. not long after, josh walks in and takes his.
josh: can we talk?
you: we have nothing to talk about josh
josh: please. i just need a chance to-
you: explain? then go ahead. there is no possible way that you can explain that
josh: your right. i dont know why i did it. i honestly have no clue but i swear on my life that i wasn't leading you on. just that night- something with nessa kinda clicked and one thing led to another-
you: that doesn't make it better. why are you even trying to explain? you have a girlfriend
josh: i-
he sighs and stops talking.
you; that's what i thought
i get up and go to the teachers desk.
you: can i go to the nurse?
he nods. i go grab my bag and josh looks at me with his sad eyes as i leave the room. i only asked to go to the nurse to get out of class. i don't wanna be here anymore. why do i even go to public school?
i just head out and get in my car and drive home. i go in and my dads there.
you: hey
dad: hey. why are you home?
you: it's just a bad day
i sit on the couch leaning my head on him.
dad: are you alright? you don't seem normal
you: just- boy problems i guess
dad: wanna talk about it?
you: not really
dad: ok
he lets me lay like that for a while. i fell asleep and when i woke up he was gone. carmen said he had to go into work. all the guys in my life just like to leave me huh?
i go put on a swimsuit and go lay on a raft in my pool. i lay out in the sun all day and got really dark. i think tanning in the pool is really calming. plus i have my music playing loudly on the speaker.
?: we'll don't you look good katie
before i look up i already know who it is. there is one person in this world who has ever called me katie.
you: logan!!!
i jump off my raft and swim to the stairs. i run to the porch and hug him.
now yiu may be wondering who logan is. his dad is caden james. the man that helped my fathers business take off. caden was my mother's bestfriend and i know logan and i hung out when we were little. he was the only friend i had ever had but obviously that didn't last long. i haven't seen him since my mothers funeral.
logan: damn i missed you!!
we hug and he spins me around laughing.
you: where the hell have you been?!
we go sit on the patio couch.
logan: well after your mom, my dad and i moved out to texas for a bit
you: so your a cowboy now *laughs
logan: nah you wish i was though. then you could make fun of me *lahghs
i didn't even realize we were talking out there for hours until my dad and caden came into the backyard with their beers, and laughing.
logan: hey mr connor
he shakes my dads hand.
dad: you've really grown up son! tall- short hair-
logan used to have hair almost to his shoulders and was really short.
logan: ya. everyone says i look like this old man
he points to his dad.
you: you totally do. so what are you guys doing here?
caden: actually we're moving up here.
you: really? that's awesome!
dad: ya
caden: yeah i'm getting a job with your dad
dad: i needed help with shit and offered him a job
you: this is literally amazing
dad: and they'll be staying with us. we have this whole place and your really the only one living here due to me being gone.
logan and i cheer a bit.
logan: and apparently i'm going to school with ya
you: hell yes!!
that night i help logan settle into his room which is 2 doors down from mine.
you: all good?
logan: ya
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