soooo... my dad caught josh and i having sex this morning. josh slept over and we decided to have some fun in the morning. we did it last night too but we were just in the mood ig. anyways. my dad yelled from outside my room and told us to stop. josh is so fucking scared of him. i'm just worried shits gonna be awkward.
it's kinda weird to think how innocent i was before josh came along. that first kiss we had in addisons room- ducking rocked my world. that was probably the start of me saying bye to my innocence.
josh and i worriedly go downstairs and i swear josh is shaking.
jordan: what have i told you two?
you: not while your in the house *mumbles
jordan: what was that katelyn?
you: not to do it while your in the house
jordan: mhm. josh do you and i need to have another talk about this?
josh: n- no sir
jordan: alright.
then my dad does something that pisses me off.
jordan: why don't you and i go to the miami dolphins game tomorrow night? i have an extra ticket
josh looks at me worried
jordan: katelyn tells me you like the dolphins
josh: uhh y- ya. um s- sure i'll go
jordan: great
jodh and i go back to my room.
you: you didn't have to say yes
josh: i felt like i couldn't say no!
he's kinda flipping out.
josh: he scares the living shit out of me
you: he's not scary
josh: i- the amount of talks i've had with him already about our
he points between him and i.
josh: our sex life is unbelievable. he's scary
you: ok i kinda understand that
josh: at the game like what the fuck am i supposed to talk to him about??
you: umm i don't know. i'm not sure what he likes to do besides work and watch football
josh: uhhhhhh
...
josh left. ok so here's the thing. i love my dad. i love josh. but the fact my dad asked josh to go with him to the game made me feel like shit. i don't even like football but i haven't hung out with my dad in nearly a month and a half. it's like he cares more about scaring josh than he does spending time with me. guess imma just hangout with amelie or something.
my dad has been around a lot more since josh and i got together. it's like every time josh is over- my dad happens to know and come home. which then fucks up the shit josh and i try to do. we come here to fuck because his siblings are usually home and we can't do it around them. ughhhhhh.
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