bryce is having a party tonight. i'm not really in the mood though. haven't seen my dad since before christmas. apparently he was home one day but that day i was out with amelie. mads still hasn't talked to me or josh. i don't know why she is so mad about the cheating thing. oh well. she'll tell me at some point. i'm getting ready at amelies house right now with her.
amelie: i think i'm gonna curl my hair. what about you? you: i guess. i don't really care amelie: well you should care. your gonna look hot and maybe josh will give you that d
i laugh at the way she phrased it.
you: i'm already hot and i'm already getting it *sarcastically amelie: true. but still look good with me!!!
i laugh again as we continue to get ready. i end up wearing this with my hair in loose curls.
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amelie and i head to the party. she goes to find blake and i go to find josh.
you: hi joshua
i kiss his cheek.
josh: hello beautiful. drink?
i nod and hands me his drink allowing me to take a sip. i do. then i make a grossed out face.
josh: too strong for you? *laughs you: little bit
we laugh and go to the fridge getting me a white claw.
you: what even are you drinking? *laughs josh: not really sure. i told bryce to pour me whatever. it's definitely some beer though
i lean against his side and he puts an arm around me. people still give us weird looks but not as much as they used to because they all know nessas bullshit.
josh: have you talked to mads? you: no not yet josh: do you know why she's mad?
i shake my head no.
josh: she'll get over it. just give her time
amelie comes over.
amelie: come on babe
she grabs my hand laughing.
josh: i need her back here with me by 11:59
he winks at me and i smile. amelie and i go dance with avani.
...
it is now 11:58. i walk over to josh who is standing with ant and blake.
you: joshua josh: hey
he kisses my head.
anthony: ah. that's our cue blake
they laugh and walk away. josh leans his back against the wall and smiles.
josh: why don't we get outta here after this? you: i like that idea josh: your dad home? you: nope. carmen and steven have the night off.
he smirks. everyone starts counting down.
"3... 2... 1... HAPPY NEW YEAR!"
josh presses his soft lips onto mine.
...
as soon as we get inside my house josh pinned me to the inside of the front door kissing my neck. i softly moan a little bit as he finds that one spot. suddenly i feel his left hand wrap around the front of my neck. not making me unable to breathe, but restricting it. josh moves up a bit so he's kissing me jaw line.
dad: *fake coughs*
josh and i jump and pull away. he stands far next to me.
you: dad- i- you weren't supposed to be home
i place my hand on my forehead.
dad: i wanted to come home. hello joshua josh: h- hi mr connor *gulps dad: can i talk to you for a moment? you: dad i don't think- dad: come on josh
my dad starts walking towards the kitchen and josh hesitantly follows. i sit on the couch thinking my dad is gonna kill josh.
josh's pov~
mr connor sits down at the counter and i sit across from him.
jordan: listen josh. i know your a good kid. but i don't ever wanna see you and my daughter doing that again josh: y- yes sir. jordan: alright. and she's ok with you two doing these things? not like logan right? josh: not like logan. she is ok with it
i'm so fucking nervous. having a normal conversation with a girls father is just nerve wracking but this?
jordan: as long as she's ok with it. i just don't wanna see it
i nod.
jordan: and your taking good care of her right? josh: yeah jordan: ok.
he tells me that's all he wanted to talk about and i go into the living room. silently, kate and i go to her room.
katelyn: oh god how bad was he?
katelyns pov~
josh: not that bad. but definitely awkward you: i'm sorry
i hug him.
you: so i'm guessing we're not doing anything now?
he shakes his head no and i'm kinda disappointed. we end up just laying in my bed watching NCIS.
