you: what are you guys talking about?
they glance at one another before my dad shakes his head no.
dad: just getting to know eachother is all.
bullshit.
you: j will you come lay with me?
josh: um ya. i'll be up in a second babe
i get my water and go back up. minutes later, josh comes in.
josh: you alright?
you: can we talk?
josh: ok...
he sits down looking at me.
you: you've been lying to me
he breaks eye contact and looks down.
you: a- and the only reason i can think of why you would lie to me- would be if your cheating on me
josh: no. no. definitely not. i swear on my life katelyn that i'm not cheating on you. i promise
you: well n- nessa said the night of the party when you were supposed to go, she- she saw you downtown in some fancy sports car. you don't own a sports car j
josh: i just bought it with the pay from my job
you: what job could you possible get that could allow you to buy a sports car after less than a month of work?
josh: it's a good paying one
you: then what is it?? you've been avoiding that question constantly
he sighs.
josh: i can't say
you: why not?? i'm sick of being lied to!
more tears hit my cheeks.
josh: p- please don't cry
you: then tell me truth
josh: i- i promised i wouldn't say anything. i'm sorry
you: fine. th- then once you decide to tell me the truth, then you can have your girlfriend back. just leave. d- don't talk to me until you can tell me
his face falls.
josh: princess-
you: just go
josh: a- are we breaking up?
you: yes josh! because you can't fucking tell me the truth!
he sniffles and quietly leaves. what did i just do?! i lay back against my pillow and cry. why couldn't he just tell me?? then we could be ok.
...
at school the next day.
amelie: why do you look so upset
you: broke up with josh
amelie: what?! why?!
you: wouldnt tell me the truth and i was sick of it
amelie: i'm sorry luv
she hugs me.
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