josh pins me to the bed while forcefully making out with me again. he's left in his boxers while i'm still in my now dry, bathing suit. my neck is lined with hickeys as is my upper chest. soon enough, my bathing suit top is on the floor. josh's tongue flicks over my left nipple making me moan. why does just that alone feel so good? while sucking on my breasts, i feel him slowly start to pull down my bottoms.
josh: are you sure? because if your not ready that's totally fi-
i pull his head down causing our lips to crash together letting him know i'm ok with all this. he slowly trails his kisses down to where i want him. his tongue runs up my slit causing me to take a sharp breath.
...
i'm a moaning mess. josh's tongue is deep inside me while using one of his hands to rub my clit. i'm harshly tugging at his hair.
you; shit j... i- i'm gonna-
a tingly sensation spreads throughout my entire body making josh lick up my releases.
i watch eagerly as he takes off his boxers and his long hard dick springs out hitting his lower abdomen. he is really hard and it almost looks painful.
josh: dammit!
you: what?
josh: i don't have a condom
he tugs at his hair sexually frustrated.
you: do you have one in your room?
he shakes his head. the boys obviously have some but he can't ask them for one because then they'll know we're fucking and he's cheating on nessa.
josh: i'll just pull out before i finish i guess
i nod. he comes closer and lines himself up at my entrance.
josh: i know you said your sure but- this is probably gonna hurt at first and-
you: i'm ok josh. just go
he really wants to make sure i'm ok with that his happening. a moment later he's inside of me going very slowly allowing me to adjust. it hurts but it's not a terrible pain. it kinda hurts but in a good feeling type of way.
josh: you ok?
i nod. he leans down kissing me to try and distract me from my pain. after a minute, it starts to feel really good. better than i imagined it would. i'm digging my nails into josh's back as his pace speeds up more by the moment.
you: i- i'm close
josh: me too baby. here- put your legs a- around my waist
i wrap my legs around him, allowing him to thrust harder and deeper into me. my finger nails claw and scratch at his back.
you: fuck!!! ahhhh!!
once again, i feel that tingly pleasure spread through my body. josh can tell, and pulls out so he can finish.
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now josh and i are laying down. him in his boxers, and me in my underwear and josh's t-shirt. i have my head on his chest and my left leg thrown across his waist. his one arm is gently rubbing my back and his other is resting on my thigh.
you: that was really good but- you cheated on her
i tilt my head up so i'm looking him in the eye.
josh: katelyn i wanna be with you. that's what i've wanted since we met. but i was stupid and fucked things up. when i told you i didn't know why i fucked nessa- i was lying. i really did it because... i felt like i couldn't be good enough for you. i knew you wouldn't want me after i did something that bad. it was a stupid idea and i shouldn't have done it. your the one i wanna be with.
he softly kisses me.
you: i wanna be with you too. but- your still with her
josh: i'll break up with ness once we're back and i can do it in person. i won't do it over the phone.
you: ya that would be a dick move
he laughs a bit.
josh: but for now- no one knows about you and me
he smiles that adorable smile and kisses me once again. this time it's more than a quick kiss. it's passionate but gentle and soft.
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i'm not good at smut so- sorry.
