In Another Life

Chapter 114/ Levi POV

Y/N POV

"Breath, love." Levi's was supporting himself entirely on his forearms as they rested on either side of my head. He was buried deep inside me. Allowing me time to collect myself before he started moving his hips again.

I couldn't stop trembling, I was shaking violently. I couldn't put my finger on it, it was pure anxiety.

To much had happened over the past couple of days I was starting to crack. Not even a week ago I thought Levi was dead, but he wasn't. He was here now, rolling his hips slowly into mine as he panted into my neck.

My arms came around his shoulder. It was like we were magnets, I stuck to him like glue. Wrapping my legs around his waist as I dug my nails deep into his back.

It was happening at the worst time, a panic attack. I was gasping out loud for air, eyes open wide as I stared at the ceiling above us. Doing everything in my power to get what little air I could in.

Levi grunted as my nails drew blood on his back, I was hurting him but I couldn't stop no matter how hard I tried.

Levi picked up on this pretty fast. He made no attempt to free himself from my claws as I continued shed blood up and down his back.

He pulled back meeting my face, leaving his lips inches from mine.

"Relax love, I'm here. I have you." He pulled his knees up in between my legs, sweeping his arms under my hips to pull me onto him. We were both sitting up in bed, hugging each other, his member still deep inside me.

I was panting, a sweating mess. Doing my absolute best to get this attack under control.

"Shhh, shhh." Levi's lips were against my hear. A hand on the small of my back and the other behind my head holding me gently to him as he slowly rolled his hips. I missed this feeling, how I felt when he'd stretch me wide open.

"Do you want me to stop? I can. Or......you can ride this thing out with me....together." His lips grazed aginst my ear as they skimmed over to my jaw line. Planting wet kisses up and down it until he met my lips.

He was referring to my panic attack, he was willing to help me through it, he wanted to do this together.

"I don't want to hurt yo-

"I want to feel this with you, experience what your experiencing." Levi mumbled aginst my lips. Lifting me off of his lap just to softly bring me back down. He was being gentle with me, he was scared that I'd break.

His hand came up to sweep away my hair, pushing it back behind my shoulder.

His lips found the bruised tender skin from where the rope had done its damage. His tongue slowly glided back and forth, carful not to miss a inch.

"Let me help you, I want to feel this too, go through this with you." He whispered into my ear before finding the old familiar sweet spot, only he seemed to be able to find.

Sending shivers down my spine and a instant blush to my cheeks. I could feel my nails retracting, becoming less violent against his back.

"There she is, my love". I could feel Levi's hands coming down underneath my ass pulling me closer to him and he pulled us from the bed.

Crossing the small distance between the bed and the wall.

He pushed me up against it, dangerously close to the window that faced the backyard. Where our children were out playing,

My arms started to make their way back around his neck, but his right hand came out grabbing ahold of one of them, flipping my wrist to meet his lips.