*LJ's POV*
I hate this so much right now. I hate this feeling. I hate what I have done. I hate myself.
Tonight I need to talk to her. But how or when? I don't know how or when. I can't help it at this point. Not a day goes by that I dont miss my family. Kylie spends time with me but its Jade. She's the missing piece in this picture. I know she won't take me back.
I was boarding my flight to Scottsdale for a pro rodeo. Arena went to the bathroom. I took this chance to text Jade.
*Jade's POV*
I was sitting on the passenger side. Kaleb was driving, Kylie and Luke were sleeping in the back. I was reading some stuff online and my phone beeped. So I went to my messages and received one from LJ.
"I miss you"
Great! Here we go again.
"Larry... just stop.. please... whats done is done..you moved on.. I moved on.. let's leave it at that"
"But i dont want to... I love you"
"Let's back track... two years we were together and then we split..four years later were a couple again...you lied about some things... two years we were married and you completely lied and cheated if I'm not mistaken... you see I have given you chances... whether you did right or wrong... I still stayed.. hoping you would change.. but no.. I think enough is enough... I can't go on with this... I'm glad you found someone who loves you.. but please just drop this and move on"
"I cant Jade..."
"If I can than you can"
"You aren't the one who is living with regret"
"Your right... I'm not... but there's a thing called forgiveness.. I do forgive you... I'm not barely forgiving you... I forgave the moment we walked out of that courtroom"
I sat there quite. I was looking out the window. I see cattle grazing in the plains. I turned around to look at Kylie. She was sound asleep. I couldn't help but smile. My little champ is rodeo'd out!
"You ok?" Kaleb asked
"Yeah... " I smiled
Deep down I wasn't. I hated when he brings back the past.
*LJ's POV*
"Now boarding 224 to Scottsdale, Arizona"
I turned my airplane mode on. Arena and I walked towards the gate. We boarded our flight. We took our seats and she was talking to me about something. My head was somewhere else. I wasn't paying no attention at all.
"LJ... did you hear me" Arena said
"Huh.. what"
"I said were gonna meet up with my parents when we get there"
"Oh... ok"
"Are you ok"
"Yeah.. thinkin what I need to do when we get back"
