Together You and I

CHAPTER 65

CHAPTER 65

MAE's P.O.V.

I look at my bestfriend beside me and notice that she was also banging her head along the rapline's song. I smiled and put my eyes back on the stage where Namjoon, Yoongi and Hoseok are performing and starts singing along with my fellow A.R.M.Y.s. It was so fun. I almost forgot my current situation. After the song the lights grew dim and when it lit up again, I felt my breath got caught in my throat. My eyes are glued to none other than Jungkook. I watch his eyes scan the crowd through the big screen when the camera focused on him. A part of me wished for him to see me, yet a part of me wish he doesn't. 

The music started to play and I got immersed with the song. I closed my eyes as I remember the very first time I saw Jungkook in a music video. He look so handsome and he really has an amazing voice. But what made me love him was the part where he.... I stopped and stare at Jungkook on stage who is now singing beautifully. I think I forgot how I fell in love with him. It somehow just happened along the way while I was getting to know them. All I know is that he is a good person with a good heart and soul. 

My breath got caught in my throat when our eyes met or was it only my imagination? He is staring at my direction. And when he started singing his line without tearing his eyes away from me, I felt something squeezed my heart. A tear escaped as I looked at him longingly. I know deep down in my heart how much I love him but I also know that no matter how hard we try, it just won't be possible for the two of us. We are living in completely two different world. So before I do something stupid, like what Yani warned earlier, I think I better leave. 

I leaned over to Yani. She immediately looked at me questioningly. "We need to go." I muttered. "But, they are still performing." She replied. I didn't respond and simply look at her. "Are you sure?" She asked. I nodded my head in answer. She sighed before she stood up and went to behind my wheelchair but before she started pushing my wheel chair away, I removed my hood and facemask. I really hope that Jungkook will see me one last time.  I tried my best to smile even though at that moment I want to break down and cry. 

"Let's go." I looked at Yani and she understood. She pushed my wheelchair away from the stage. 

Hal su issneun geonJeongwone, i sesangeYeppeun neoreul dalmeun kkocheul piun daeumNiga aneun naro sumswineun geotBut I still want youOh-oh, oh-ohI still want youOh-oh, oh

I can hear him singing as we approach the exit which made me sob. I immediately pulled my hood up and put my facemask on but before we could go towards the exit there was suddenly some screaming and the singing suddenly stopped. Yani also stopped pushing my wheelchair away. I wiped the tears from my eyes as I look at my bestfriend to ask what is wrong but she was only looking back at the stage. 

"What's wrong?" I asked. Yani looked at me with an unreadable facial expression. I frowned as her as my anxiety increases. "Yani, please! You are giving me anxiety! Did something happen? Why did the music suddenly stopped?" I asked. Yani looked back again at the stage then at me before she begin pushing me again. "Yani May! Tell me what happened! Please!" I yelled as we got out of the pit.

"Jungkook," She uttered. I felt my heart skipped a beat. "Jungkook? What about Jungkook? Did something happened to him?" I asked as I crane my neck to her. She looked down at me and shook her head but remained silent. "You really need to go." she said as he look at in front of me which made me confused. 

"Yes, we really need to go." A baritone voice said a few meters away from me. I looked at the man standing in front of me and gasped. What is he doing here?

JUNGKOOK's P.O.V.

I tried to continue singing but I couldn't. I am trying so hard to fight a sob from coming out as my tears continue to stream down my face. I put my microphone down as I fell on my knees. I felt a hand on my shoulder and when I look up I see Jin hyung looking at me with a small smile on his face. "Go. Go to her." He muttered. He blinked his eyes and smiled at me endearingly before he pulled me back to my feet. "Hurry."