thoughts & feelings

jealous

i know i should trust you more
but you never tell me anything anymore
is it because you dont think we'll last?
or that maybe we're past
the stage where we can fix this?

i know
you've known her for longer
i guess you do trust her better
and you dont know how much it hurts me

and i know you dont know
that i get
jealous

jealousy takes over
i cant think straight
maybe i should just end it here?

you know how i get jealous

jealous over everything
insecurities
running through my
brain

jealous over everything
i can hardly think straight

thinkin that youll leave me
just because you'd rather do that with her

you know i get jealous
she knows i get jealous
but she still plays us both
like we dont know
what shes trying to do to us now