thoughts & feelings

butterflies

its when you message
when im having a bad day
your notification popping up
not only lighting up my screen,
but the entire room too
seeing you're typing
and waiting for the final notification
so i can reply quickly,
but not too soon so you decipher how i feel

or when the song i associate you with comes on shuffle
im not sure how it happened, but it did
'lover', by taylor swift
and i close my eyes
just for a second
and let the thought of you infiltrate my brain
but in a more positive way
let it wrap around and almost give it a hug

and it feels like im meditating
and letting all the negativity slip away
because everything feels just that little bit better when im talking to you

and when thinking of you brings butterflies
that float and flutter and fly
instead of having my heart sink,
and the worry of everything that could go wrong
they raise not only my emotions,
but my heart too
and make me feel like im on cloud nine
and instead, thinking of everything thats going right