i know we sit together
and laugh at those videos
saying these two initials are made for each other
or that one is in love with the other
and we call them stupid
because theyre all the same video,
showing up over and over again
but you glossed over the fact that they still come up
because if i think they're so dumb, surely theyd stop showing up
right?
its because when im alone
and youre not talking to me
those videos come up
and i look for your initial
or your star sign,
eye colour,
or hair colour.
a vauge description of you
some twelve year old put on a video
and said to save to claim
and when im alone,
i do
i save them to a folder
that has your name on it
and think about how sad it is
that i hope those videos are true.
YOU ARE READING
thoughts & feelings
Poetrypoems i've written - a way to collect my thoughts & feelings
