thoughts & feelings

in love

i think im in love with you
which is weird, cos i havent even met you
ive been trying every night too,
i think I'll get there soon

im trying everything i can
lay down in a quiet room
keep my breathing slow and steady
and count down the minutes until i can finally touch you

trying to keep myself calm
but i feel like im floating
lights flashing everywhere-
does this mean im almost there?
music dying out,
hoping ill get to you somehow
but still, when i open my eyes
im still alone and without you