thoughts & feelings

goodmorning & goodnight

are goodmorning and goodnight texts
really just part of a normal friendship?
a purely platonic statement
sent every morning and every night?
surely, its only missing one thing
and on the verge of spilling over and confessing everything unsaid

"goodnight, sleep well"
could three more words fit on there, like its a normal statement?
adding on the words that i left constantly unsaid
out of fear of losing you
as bad as i want you,
id like to keep you more
even if that means being unable to have you the way i want you.

or, "goodmorning, how did you sleep?"
is that normal?
for everyday life, 
seems like nothings missing from the statement itself
but can others analyse my message,
and figure me out?
strip me down to my bones,
and tell me that they know how i feel
and tell me just to tell you
like its always been that easy?
i dont think they understand that losing you would be losing me, too.