thoughts & feelings

friends

our friend asked how we are today
he bought it up,
and i said you left
he said he felt like a dick,
but its fine,
because when i was talking about it,
i didnt feel sad
or upset
i just felt numb.

then as i was telling him about what happened,
you walked in
and i stayed silent
you greeted me, and smiled
and i just smiled back
with slight resentment in my brain
and waited for you to leave

but i cant say i hate you
i really dont
as its been a few months
and everythings okay now
im completely fine and moved on
and we've talked about it
and i dont feel anything towards you
but knowing that i did once,
knowing how many tears were spent
i feel a kind of resent
when i see you