thoughts & feelings

white lies

you can deal with a little white lie
but not massive lies
lies that tear people apart
ones that ruin your life
but is mine really that big of a deal?
i told you half the truth,
it was barely even a white lie
more like i didnt tell you the entire truth
and really,
in the grand scheme of things,
the half truth wasn't even a big deal
so what, i went out for a walk
in the pouring rain,
to pick something up?
is that really a massive lie?
am i the reason our familys falling apart?
am i ruining your life?
or do you just despise me,
because my father isn't the same as theirs
and if you can find a reason to hate me,
instead of yourself,
it'll make your sick little twisted head happy
then so fucking be it,
do what you want,
i dont care that much anyway