relapse

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by allunsentwords

by allunsentwords

i need to relapse
i need that power
to scratch that part
of my illness
right at the back
of my brain

i want to talk to you
but i dont want to annoy you
yet i feel like i need you
but right now, i really hate you

and now I've relapsed
ive felt the power
but power turns to regret
regret, into guilt
guilt turns into a need
ready to relapse,
all over again