thoughts & feelings

words until they form themselves

i have so many things i could write about you
but it doesnt seem to be rushing into my mind,
so i'll just throw out words and phrases
until they form themselves

i want to write about when im laying with you
my face not even inches from yours
and your eyes are closed,
you took your glasses off
but my eyes are open
and im tracing the freckles bunched on the bridge of your nose
and sprinkled around the tops of your cheeks,
just underneath your eyes
and the few that are elsewhere on your face
like the darker ones,
the one above your left eyebrow
and i lay there for a few moments,
honestly, i could lay there forever,
and trace over every single freckle you have
until you open your own eyes
and lock them with mine
you try covering your face with your arm,
or turning away, when youre aware that i'm looking at you so much
you dont believe me when i tell you how adorable you are
but i could pinky promise you,
with every part of my mind, body and soul
that I'm completely and utterly in love with everything about you