thoughts & feelings

terrified

i was terrified of every lie id ever told
catching up with me
all the 'i love you's
i had given out for free
all the promises of forever,
well, it wasnt entirely my fault
right?
id like to believe its not,
if i had to leave, i had to leave
even if i had promised you i did like you this time,
i didnt, i rarely ever do
and now im in a constant state of being terrified
terrified of every lie
ive ever told, and i ever will tell
catching up with me,
or catching up with you
i can run, but I cant hide forever