satisfaction

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ive never had satisfaction with how my brain works
how i think and how i break
how i fall into tiny little pieces
so easily

ive never been satisfied with how i feel
too much or not at all
all or nothing, all the time
i could be doing okay
but one tiny thing will break me
im so fragile -
i dont think ill ever have satisfaction with the chemical reactions
that take place in my head.

ill never have satisfaction with how i think
ill never be okay with how i feel
will i stay as fragile as i am forever?
or will i grow out of it?

i dont think ill ever have satisfaction with myself,
or how i feel
how my brain works,
and how every little thing
will always absolutely destroy me

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