thoughts & feelings

pretend

am i in love with you?
or am i in love with the thought of you?
do i really know you?
or do i just not know myself?

am i in love with the thought of you,
in love with the hope of you,
in love with the hope of you being with me?

am i in love with the sound of you?
in love with the touch of you?
in love with the way you're being such a tease?
am i in love with the look of you?
in love with the thought of you?

and i wanna say
i dont know if i love you yet
i dont know if i even really know you yet

i dont know if i can touch you yet
is this all inside my head?
can i reach you if i close my eyes and go to bed?
or is this all pretend?
will i ever get to know you better?

am i in love with the thought of getting to know you?
room spinning
im falling
if i open my eyes, will i see you?
i can only hope i do