thoughts & feelings

stupid worries

wish i didnt think you're going to leave me everyday
wish i didn't make myself think about being replaced
wish i didnt look at you and them
and think youd be better together
than you and i

i wish i didnt love you so much
and worry
about you playing pretend
i wish i wasnt so scared
wish i didnt waste your time
with my stupid worries

i know i shouldnt think about you being with someone else so much
and its not that i dont trust you-
i do, i promise
its just, i cant believe you
when you say youll never let me go
and i guess i dont feel special to you
'cause youd rather be with them

and i get it
if you could have anyone else-
why would you want me?
im not even half as pretty as any other girls
they could do so much more than i ever could

i dont know why im jealous
its not like youre going to leave anytime soon
especially not for anyone else
i wish i didnt waste your time
with my stupid worries