okay

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i just want to be okay
not even everyday
i just want to wake up
and know
that i dont want to die today

i just want to be okay
just want to be able to say
"im fine"
and actually mean it this time

i wish i was okay
i wish i had the energy
to talk to you
and help you through
everything you need me to do
i wish i was okay enough for you

but im not
im not okay
i know its not alright
to ignore your help
but sometimes, i just want to
be not okay alone
and not have to be alright

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