Fluffy SKZ Oneshots EP.2🧸

Odd Disappearances🍼

Littles: Jisung & Felix

Caregiver: ?

No one's POV.:

Jisung and Felix had shared a close bond ever since discovering that they were born only a day apart. They jokingly referred to themselves as twins and as such shared some secrets with each other that no other member of the group knew. Not even Chan, who was incredibly close to both, his first stray kid and his Aussie brother, knew everything about those two. It had started when Felix, who had been a little since his elimination from the survival show, had tried to help Jisung handle his anxiety by proposing the rapper could try to regress too. The Aussie found out that actually, Jisung already knew what littlespace was because he himself had been a little since he had broken down during the preparations for one of their comebacks once and regressed whenever he got the chance to. That was also why Jisung didn't mind staying back at the dorm alone when they had a day off. It gave him the opportunity to slip in privacy and he soon learned that Felix had a different tactic to avoid being found out. The Aussie did lots of aegyo and talked in funny baby voices from time to time, so that no one would think anything of it if he ever ended up slipping in front of the members. They'd just brush it off as him playing around, which they honestly found kind of cute.

Ever since the two learned that they shared the same secret that they had to hide from the rest of the group, they had started to watch out for each other. They'd keep each other updated on when they had last slipped, so if one of them grew overly anxious or suddenly developed a bad headache but was unable to figure out why, the other could remind him that it had been a while since he had last slipped and that he was feeling that way because he had been neglecting his headspace. That was especially beneficial for Jisung, who'd get incredibly anxious to the point that his thoughts raced too fast for him to figure anything out, so Felix would take him to an empty studio or practice room, where he could slip. The Aussie usually carried two spare pacifiers with him, one for himself and one for Jisung. Felix was better at remembering when he last slipped and therefore connecting the pieces when he started to feel bad. For him, the neglect of his headspace usually showed itself in the form of a nasty headache that'd leave him teary eyed until he either slipped or took a nap. Jisung knew this, so when he had a feeling that the other was sick, he'd check for a fever first and when there were no other symptoms, he'd offer to help the other escape for a bit.

They rarely ever slipped together because they often slipped at the company building in an empty studio or practice room and needed to make sure nobody would walk in on them. Rarely, they slipped at the dorm on their days off because they'd need everyone except for them gone and even then, they didn't know when their friends would return and needed a lookout. That all changed though, when they moved into their new dorms and suddenly got their own rooms. On one hand, Jisung and Felix were glad, because they could easily slip in the late evenings and play in their rooms after telling their friends that they'd be going to sleep early, so they wouldn't be bothered. On the other hand, the 'twins' weren't too happy about being separated but couldn't speak up about it. Their friends' reasoning as to why their split made the most sense this way was understandable but it didn't take into consideration how much the two littles depended on each other. As long as they didn't want to tell their group about their headspaces, Jisung and Felix couldn't reason why they needed to stay together, so they ended up moving into different dorms and despite being able to slip more frequently, they didn't enjoy it as much anymore.

It was amazing when they had a day off though, as they could just lock themselves away in either of their rooms and even be little together as soon as their preparations were completed. Usually, they'd gather their plushies and coloring books, stock up on juice boxes and snacks and lay out their cute outfits before locking the door and spending the day in the headspace, playing with their plushies and coloring together. They weren't as discreet as they thought though and some members noticed them acting secretively. Chan for example had noticed their odd disappearances from the beginning. He might have bought the excuse that Felix was helping Jisung keep up with their dancing, if the rapper hadn't nailed the choreography perfectly only a few hours prior. He would've believed them that Jisung was helping Felix with his rap, if Changbin hadn't done exactly that the previous day and had told Chan that the younger had his rap down. The leader knew his two dongsaengs were up to something but he couldn't figure out what. Sometimes he feared they might be doing drugs because Felix would take Jisung with him, when he got extremely anxious, giving some unconvincing excuse, and when they'd return, the rapper would be perfectly calm. Chan tried to convince himself that Felix was merely talking to Jisung and dealing only hugs, nothing else as he didn't want to think of his Aussie bother as anything but innocent, it sometimes did make him wonder though.