Its Okay to Trust //Tomboo//

//Chapter 23//

Tommy POV

I sat in the stall crying and breathing heavily, Ranboo is the first person that I've ever- ....

Okay look...I know it's fast.

But there hasn't been a whole lot of people in my life that I've ever even liked. There was only very few, and nothing ever happened between us.

I've never had someone over at my place, because I'm afraid they'll judge or think of me differently.

And I certainly haven't let anyone near my little brother Tubbo. I'm afraid they'll find him as an 'annoying younger brother'.

I also have other insecurities just like everyone else...

And it's difficult to open up and face feelings.

I was so stuck on how I felt for Ranboo.

I didn't wanna believe I liked him...I just wanted to forget about him and move on cause I knew he was risky and bad for me.

But now....I more than like him. I like him so much it's confusing.

I don't wanna say I'm i-...y'know, but I dunno.

I really don't want to be though.

So I want to push it away and focus on James....yeah.

There was a knock and Ranboo's soft voice, "Tommy?"

I sniffled.

He sighed, "What're you crying for?"

I wiped my face, "I'm not."

"Kay....then can you open the stall door?" He asked.

I opened it and stepped out. He hugged me right away and kissed my cheek, "I love that you called me babe. And I don't mind it at all when it's coming from you."

I blushed and nodded, "Kay...I just got nervous is all."

"Understandable." He smiled at me and my heart got warm.

I cleared my throat, "Let's go back and sit down, yeah?"

"Mhmm." He hummed and laced our fingers.

Tubbo sighed, "Thank god, I was getting hungrier by the second."

I laughed and Tubbo started walking out. Ranboo kissed my hand and I blushed. Then we walked out following Tubbo.

We walked back over to the booth and sat down. A waitress came up to us, "You guys ready to order?"

"Yes ma'am! Get me mac n cheese!" Tubbo smiled at the waitress.

She nodded and wrote it down, "Mac n cheese, and your drink?"

"Coke!" Tubbo exclaimed.

She nodded, "And you two?"

"Can I get a cheeseburger and fries with with water?" Ranboo asked.

She nodded then brightly smiled, "And you?"

Ranboo must have taken her smile the wrong way. He wrapped his arm around my waist and brought me close to him. He kissed my cheek then down my neck. Finally he glared at her.

She got nervous, "Uh....I- I wasn't interested- I just smiled..."

"I know...it's fine." Ranboo smiled and brought me closer.