Vodka Kisses

0107- The Homecoming Hangover

When I woke up, I felt awful.

I climbed out of bed and headed downstairs.

I walk past the living room and see a blanket on the sofa. I head into the kitchen and Logan is stood there, making food.

"Hi." He says and grabs a glass of water, advil and coffee before giving them to me.

"Hi?" I say confused.

"It's a good thing your up, I was going to come wake you up if you weren't up by the time I finished." He says and I nod before taking the advil and drinking some water.

"Did you stay the night?" I ask and he nods. "On the sofa. I just wanted to make sure you were alright and hope we can talk this morning." He says sliding the food in front of me.

"There are plenty of rooms upstairs you could've chose from." I say and he shrugs.

He gives me some avocado toast and I look up at him surprised.

"Eat up." He says smiling.

After breakfast, I put the dishes in the dish washer and head upstairs to have a shower.

After my shower, I get dressed into some black leather pants, a black crop top and a grey and black checkered blazer.

I do my makeup and head into my room and make my bed.

If I'm going to have this conversation with Logan I need to have it sober, as much as I wish I could be drunk or high for it I shouldn't.

I head back downstairs and Logan had cleaned up.

"Hi." Logan says and I smile. "Hi." I say.

He sits on the sofa and so do I.

We sit in silence for a little while, trying to find the words and the questions we want the answers to.

"Okay." Logan suddenly says and I look at him. "I never, ever meant for that to happen. I was an asshole back then and that night was a mistake, every single bit of it." He says and I raise an eyebrow slightly.

"I was such a dick back then. Why did you let me take your virginity when I was drunk and high." He says and I shrug because in all honesty, I don't know.

He runs a hand through his hair before resting his elbows on his knees.

"I didn't know someone would call me, I sure as shit didn't know I answered the call. I wouldn't do that to you. I didn't realise then but looking back I was so lucky to have you and I loved you." He says and I nod.

"Please will you say something." He says and I sigh.

"Why didn't you get the recording back or at least try?" I ask and he sits up. "What?" He asks and I raise an eyebrow.

"When it got out, you didn't do anything to get it back. I was so embarrassed and you were fine. Everyone was congratulating you and looking at me like I was disgusting." I say and he shakes his head.

"I got it back. I went straight to Eric, got the video and made him delete it. I went to everyone making sure they got rid of the video and didn't bring it up." He says and my confusion grows.

"Eric?" I ask and he nods. "That's probably who's sent me that photo Grace, he has no respect." He says and my jaw drops. Well shit.

"But Ali said that she did it, she sorted it. She said she saw you at a party getting high." I say and he rolls his eyes.

"That girl lied more than she told the truth." He admits.

"Why didn't you come to me and tell me?" I ask and he sighs. "Allison was a sly girl, but a good friend." He admits.