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7. Ong Seongwu | Imagining Him

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Prompt: Ong Seongwoo x female reader

Genre: romance / angst / fluff

Song Prompt: Only U – Lee Gikwang

Warnings: grief over a relationship loss, suggestive content at times

Word count: 1848

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You entered your apartment with exhaustion, shrugging off your coat and throwing your bag and the garment down on the entrance table as you slipped out of your booties and into your house slippers.

Today had been unnecessarily long, and as you rubbed your neck tiredly, you rounded the corner into your kitchen area, letting out a yawn in the process.

And suddenly you were up against the wall, his body pressed into yours, a fervour of kisses attacking your lips. You were stunned by the sudden attack for only a second before your hands reached up to steady your weakened balance, curling around his neck and bringing his face down to yours closer. For a moment both of you satiated your hunger for each other, before he pulled away, grinning breathlessly down at you.

"Missed you," he greeted, reaching to peck your swollen lips, and you smiled at his affectionate care of you now, closing your eyes briefly to compose yourself.

And when your eyes opened, you were entirely alone.

Whipping your head around the small space, you searched for him, panic rising in your chest. Where could he have gone? You dashed around the counter to see if he was crouching on the other side, knowing how playful he could be. You felt irrational, opening cupboards to make noise, your eyes darting around with haste.

"Seongwoo?" you called out, moving out of the kitchen and scanning the living area, before rushing up to your bedroom, and then into the bathroom, the boy no where in sight.

You caught a glimpse of your dishevelled self in the mirror and that's when you stopped moving altogether. Gripping onto the basin, the flood of your last time seeing Seongwoo hit you hard, crushing you just like it had back then.

"I can't be with you anymore, I'm sorry."

Your legs gave away as the wild sobs erupted in your chest. You had no idea why your brain had conjured up such a situation for you to suffer from. You missed him, you had for the past four months, but never had it felt this suffocating. The cold hard tiles held no comfort for you, and you sat there for immeasurable amount of time, your emotions rolling out of you in stormy, miserable waves.

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Rolling over in bed, you groaned, your eyes fighting your brain over letting in the morning light. A warmth soon surrounded you and you smiled lazily, the arms pulling you across and into his chest, letting you rest there peacefully.

"Morning," he said, his voice deeper than usual. It made your smile grow further; enjoying the husky tone he always had first thing after waking up. He kissed your bare shoulder softly and then nuzzled into you. "Did you sleep well?"

"Mm," you replied, your own voice affected by the hours of sleep. Rolling over and snuggling into his chest, you repaid him with a soft kiss on his skin, and finally opened your eyes. Seongwoo was staring at you lovingly when you caught his rich chocolate eyes, and it made you feel like you had everything you ever needed in life in that very moment.

The phone rung, interrupting your gaze on him and Seongwoo shook his head. "Ignore it; I want you, not the outside world right now."

You held no objections, meeting his lips half way in a playful, teasing manner, his mouth lightly biting your lower lip as your hands laced with his dark, messy hair. Roaming with mouths and hands began and you were feeling your arousal surfacing more as you both continued.