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73. Yoon Jisung | Bestfriends to lovers

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•Alright so this friendship is just the most precious thing ever

•Both of ya'll met each other when you were little because your parents were friends

•You were really shy and hid behind your mother's legs and Jisung kinda felt bad for you and tried to get you to open up ( yeoreojweo yeoreojweo yeoreo- Daniel get out of here)

•He shot you a gentle smile and introduced himself first

•"Hi I'm Yoon Jisung, I'm five."

•His friendly demeanor had made you feel a lot less shy and peeked out a little further from your mom's leg

•"I'm (y/n) and I'm fouw"

•A smile made it's way to your face as he held out his hand for you and you instantly shook his, forgetting about your previous shyness

•From then on an adorable friendship would blossom

•Everytime Jisung's parents would come over you and him would play in the backyard or in your room if it was too cold

•Jisungs was easily your closest and bestest friend

•Like honestly you told all your secrets to Jisung and he told you all of his

•In middle school neither of you split and stayed best friends even if your friends would tease you

•both of you were basically inseparable and there was no room for anyone else

•but somewhere around high school you had been hurt really bad by one of your ex bestfriends and started to become closed off from people

•You began to over evaluate everything, whether it be yours or other's actions but still would be rash with your actions

•Jisung noticed how quiet you had gotten and reckless your actions would be sometimes

•But What Jisung noticed and hurt him the most was how you started to drift away from him

•You would try to fit in with the popular kids, looking down at the less popular ones

•Throw shade and dump friends like nothing

•You became so bad you even had a rep around the school

•Jisung was honestly wary about bringing up the topic when you guys would hang out because he knew why you had a sudden change in attitude

•But one day he had about enough and confronted you when he saw you drinking a can of beer

•he knocked the can out of your hand before you could take another sip and gripped your shoulders tightly

•"What the hell (y/n)! This isn't like you! I dealt with the fact you pushed me away, that you started to act differently but I can't let you do this! What happen with Jiah and Hyunwoo is in the past please stop acting like this! Please if you need someone to talk to than talk to me."

•He expected you to snap back to your sense but flinched when you retaliated

•"You know what Jisung your not my dad get out of my life if you gonna tell me how to live it!"

•After that neither of you talked to each other

•If you were being honest felt guilt for lashing out on Jisung. Deep down you were hurting and didn't mean to lash out on him

•you wanted to apologize but couldnt get yourself to do it

•but you're so lucky Jisung cares and loves for you so much

•soooo he asked you to meet with him after school

•You obliged because you wanted to apologize

•when he saw you though he pulled you into a tight ass hug as if he was afraid to lose you

•"(y/n) I'm sorry I hit a sensitive topic that one day. But I care for you. We've been bestfriends since we were little and I didn't wanna see you go down the messy road. I know you've been hurt but please just talk to me."

•and like that you turned into a crying mess, you felt guilt for pushing the only true friend you had away, for lashing out on him and because you were relieved

•he held you a little tighter and let you cry to your hearts content

•Afterwards you only hung out with Jisung and it was like you both were kids again

•Y'all graduated together and bought an apartment together

•As both of you spent literally every passing moment and day together you had gathered feelings for Jisung

•after all he was the one there of you when no one else would be, he'd support you in all your interesting, he was your security blanket when things got tough

•he had a smile that made your bones ache, a laugh that would make you warm and hugs that would make you feel loved

•honestly honey you felt deep for Yoon Jisung

•But he'd be the first to admit he had the same feelings for you

•he especially love the sleepless nights with both of you on the couch a warm cup of hot chocolate in your hands, covered in blankets as both of you watched a movie or talked

•he couldn't help but smile when your hand would brush against his before you'd quickly pull away

•So when both of you were just together once again Jisung decided to just be blunt with it because he was nervous asf

•"(y/n) if I was honestly speaking about the future...I'd really love to be able to call you mine at least for once."

•You were so shocked and nervous you couldn't even make a sentence

•and Jisung took your quietness as rejections

•"I-I sorry that was really blunt and awkward I'm s-"

•"Don't be." You'd smile slightly and kiss him preventing him from saying any more

•when both of you pull away both of you will be giggling shy messes before Jisung pulls you close to him

•"I love you my little rice grain."