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132. Bae Jinyoung | Being a wallflower pt.3

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genre: angst & fluff

member: jinyoung

requested: yes!

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- losing jinyoung is like losing a part of you

- your heart continues to ache after months have passed, probably because that someone who holds an important position in your life is gone

- and losing him is just too much to handle

- the route to school itself feels so different without his existence

- everything that you do without jinyoung has an unfamiliar feeling to it

- and you would always get reminded of him no matter how many times you convinced yourself to move on

- you know yourself that it's just a lie to comfort yourself because how can you ever forget someone that means the world to you?

- whenever you meet him at school, it is always an awkward encounter because you know the last impression he has of you is a 'cheating' girlfriend instead of someone that has been with him through thick and thin

- jinyoung didn't bother looking at you, not even a slight glance and that honestly hurts you

- whereas for nayoung, she has stopped playing tricks on you when she has gotten what she wants

- she is still the same old person where she wouldn't acknowledge your presence in school or at home

- when the news of jinyoung and nayoung getting together spreads through the school, everyone is immune to it because nayoung changes her boyfriend so frequently that it is no longer a surprise

- although nayoung is dating jinyoung, she is still busy flirting with other guys and yet jinyoung doesn't know all of these

- since nayoung is in a different year from jinyoung, he doesn't know who is she with

- but for you, you could see everything

- besides jinyoung, nayoung is secretly dating with jaechan

- seeing them being touchy is a sight you always come across when you guys meet

- you really wanted to tell jinyoung what's happening but who are you to tell him?

- the urge to tell him is REAL

- but the chances of him believing you is almost zero

- jinyoung would more likely say that you're trying to destroy their relationship instead

- you have actually contemplated about for a long time because you wanted the best for jinyoung but at the same time, this would only make the situation worse than it is now

- hinting his friends is one of the methods you thought of but you don't know any of his friends

- moreover, you don't have any friends beside jinyoung

- when such moments happen, rooftop is the only place for you to get rid all of these off your chest

- thankfully, no one in school knows this secret hideout

- you would go there whenever it's break time but because you skipped breakfast today, you couldn't help but to eat

- but as you're eating alone, a commotion broke out

- it is none other than nayoung and jaechan

- you thought it's gonna be some special confession thing because it's her birthday