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94. Hwang Minhyun | Come Back

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genre: angst & fluff

member: minhyun (+ other members)

requested: yess!

summary: when you found out that minhyun, your boyfriend is cheating on you, it seems like it's your own wishful thinking that he loves you as much as you do.

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whenever you compare yourself to your friends, you feel like you're the lucky one
because you get to work as what you dream to be
you work as a stylist for the most popular boy band in korea which is wanna one
that is not all
what makes you even luckier is that your boyfriend is none other than hwang minhyun
you guys have been dating for 6 months now
and you're just so glad that you could see him everyday
because you would go to work with him
as a stylist, you have to pick outfits for the whole team and help them get ready
and if there are limited makeup staffs following for that schedule, you have to cover for their jobs too
and since your relationship is not publicized, both you and minhyun could only get skinship at the backstage
like whenever you're helping him to tidy his tie, minhyun would sneakily plant a kiss on your forehead
that's how you and minhyun would maintain your relationship
but that being said so
recently, your relationship has become a little shaky
work has been catching for the both of you, leaving you little time to talk to one another
moreover, wanna one's schedule is the real definition of packed
there are times where minhyun would be too tired to talk to you
but it is happening more and more often
and even if you guys talk, minhyun seems to get irritated with you easily
which made you guys quarrel more often
at first, you are able to handle it but as time pass, you're running out of patience
that's when you decided to confront him
you know that tonight, only minhyun, jaehwan and seongwoo have a schedule
you thought this is the best time to talk to him since not all members are around
so you went to their waiting room and find minhyun
but when you enter, you could feel your smile fading away
minhyun is actually kissing another makeup stylist
his hands are on her waist, pulling her close
while she hangs her arms around his neck
what's making everything even worse is that you never expect minhyun to cheat on youespecially when this makeup stylist is your closest friend
it took you 5 seconds to register this whole situation into your mind
and it is long enough for your heart to break
you should have known betterthat's when minhyun realized you are at the door
and that's when you had enough
you're out
even when minhyun is busy calling your name, you're not gonna turn back anymore
but when he appeared in front of you and hold onto your shoulders, you have no choice but to stand still
this is the first time you never ever want to talk to minhyun
the first time you are crying not because you're happy, but because you got stabbed by your own boyfriend
"y/n... please listen to me, it's not what you think it is" he said as he pant
"how are you going to explain when you're clearly cheating on me?" you shouted at minhyun as your tears are busy rolling down
you have never raised your voice at minhyun before
you have always tried to compromise and understand from his perspective
and while you're doing all those, minhyun has been cheating on you
you failed to realize that minhyun has been taking advantage of you all these while
no matter how hard you try, the image of them kissing just keep replaying in your mind
as if it is not enough to hurt you
"i thought what we had was real but now i know you're having someone better than me." you said as you push his hands away
"we're over, minhyun" you forced yourself to say that as your tears started rolling down again
minhyun promised that he would never make you cry
he promised that he would keep you warm no matter what
but promises are meant to be broken after all
it's really over this time round
you told yourself to move on but who in the world are you kidding
you love minhyun more than anyone else on this earth
you cried yourself to sleep every single night
and no matter how many additional layers of makeup you put on
it is still not enough to cover your puffy eyes
everyone could tell how much minhyun means to you
but minhyun has never realized that fact
now, you're starting to hate the fact that you have still see minhyun at work
the wound in your heart is still fresh
and seeing him reminds you of the whole scenario that happened yesterday
you have honestly never felt like this before
and no matter how much the other boys tried to comfort you, you just couldn't get over it
that's when you thought you should really get away from minhyun
it's better for the both of you anyway
so you decided to resign
"it's okay, it's not the end of the world. you guys will still do good with another stylist" you faked a smile when you told them about the news
their response is to convince you to stay but nothing could change your mind
"minhyun is better without me, i'm sure" those are the last words you told them
and for the next few days, you're busy trying to forget about minhyun
but the more you try to forget about him, all the memories seemed to rush back
it feels as though the memories are telling you not to let go
but then again, what minhyun did is way off the scale
you would never ever forgive him
you told yourself that you could cry and shout for all you want, but you promised yourself never to look back
and find your love for minhyun again
it is long gone
but when jisung started contacting you, you catch your feelings swaying again
"i hope you're doing fine, y/n... because minhyun is not" jisung sighed
"he refused to get to schedules and practice... and you know minhyun, he would never touch alcohol but he is now"
"i'm not going back anymore... i can't even find a single reason to trust minhyun" you admitted
jisung have no choice but to let you go
"no matter what minhyun does now, it's none of my business" you reminded yourself once more
but how long more could you convince yourself that?
with all the updates that the boys give to you about minhyun, you find yourself getting soft over him again
you hate how you actually want to run back to him when he's the one that let you go
because of him, your heart started breaking once more
but since you told yourself that you should never head back, you never bother again
weeks have past and you're slowly getting over minhyun
your mind and heart is feeling better
until one night "y/n! you have to come over to our dorm now! minhyun got into an accident!" daniel called you
without thinking much, you immediately run back
when you reached the dorm, all of them quickly rushed you into the room where minhyun is
but the moment you see minhyun being well, you knew you fell into a trap
when you tried to open the door, it is already locked
"we're not letting you guys out until everything is settled!" you heard daniel shouting
you sighed while mentally cursing at yourself for not being attentive
if minhyun is in an accident, he would be at the hospital
"y/n..." a voice called you
a voice that you have been trying hard to forget but it just keeps haunting you
you could hear minhyun's footsteps getting closer to you
but you're still not strong enough to turn
what if he tells you he hates you?
what if he tells you the other stylist is so much better?
you're just not prepared to hear all those after a heartbreak
instead of all those, minhyun hug you tight
"i'm sorry, y/n"
"i'm really sorry, y/n" in the midst of apologizing, minhyun choked on his tears and started crying even harder
and what's worse is that is your soft spot
you hate seeing minhyun cry
when you turn back and take a good look at him, you could genuinely feel how sorry he is
"i was such a fool to even take you for granted when you are someone who is irreplaceable"
"i'm really sorry for cheating on you... when you left me, i realized i'm really a fool"
"and it scares me because i lost you and you might never come back"
"i really can't live without you, y/n. could you please come back to me and stay?"
you maintained eye contact with minhyun as you wipe his tears away
it would be a lie if you said you have forgotten about him when he clearly means the world to you
and yes, you would be that fool if you let minhyun go this time
"yes, minhyun. i'll stay with you" you smiled while crying tears of joy
"it was so torturous trying to forget you" you confessed
you started hitting minhyun's chest for being such a bad guy and hurt your feelings
but your hand got stopped by his
and within seconds, you found your fingers intertwined with his
"i promise i won't let you go again, never again, y/n" and with minhyun's kiss, that made you sure that he is staying for real