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131. Bae Jinyoung | Being a wallflower pt.2

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genre: angst

member: jinyoung

requested: yes!

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- so from the previous part, you and baejin got together as a couple

- and there's your sister, nayoung who is ashamed of wanting others to know your true identity

- however, nayoung's attitude got even worse when your relationship progressed

- you thought she would leave you guys alone after knowing that jinyoung is yours but nope, she continued trying hard

- you constantly wonder why is she like this but you realized you're partially the reason behind this change

- nayoung wasn't like this when you guys are younger

- it was all because of you

- when everyone chooses you over her, she started getting jealous and real competitive

- innocently making you give up every chance for her when her real motive is to be the center of attention at home or anywhere she goes

- afterwards, she stole the spotlight and ensure she is the one that people would always choose

- hence your nickname, a wallflower

- you didn't have any choice but to accept your identity

- anyways

- even after months of being with jinyoung, nayoung is still persistent as hell in wanting jinyoung beside her

- there are million of guys in school going after nayoung but she wants jinyoung

- you know her personality very well that she would do whatever it takes to get what she wants

- and that's the scariest part about her

- when you started forgetting about that and gradually let your guards down, it is your biggest mistake and your biggest regret ever

- your school is hosting this last party tonight where the year 4 students would celebrate

- you never look forward to such events because you have to interact with others and to also see your sister flirting around

- which is a major turn off

- so you went with jinyoung

- and because there are just so many people around, you could feel jinyoung's fingers slipping away and you eventually lost jinyoung

- even if you wanted to find him, you couldn't

- there are literally too many people inside the hall

- thus, you had no choice but to be alone for the night

- you decided to just chill at a corner until one of your classmates, jaechan came and talk to you

- everyone knows jaechan because he's the biggest flirt in school and he is also one of nayoung's ex-boyfriend

- you sighed when you see him taking a seat beside you

- although there is no alcohol served, but he looks super high

- "what's this? y/n being alone?" he smirked

- "just leave me alone."

- being the biggest flirt in school, jaechan continued bugging you and talk about stuff that you didn't even try understanding

- all you wanted is for jinyoung to come back

- when jaechan sees that you're not giving him any attention, he tries to push your limits by putting his arms over your shoulders and pulling you to the dance floor

- what in the world is he doing.......

- with the sudden physical contact, a feeling of discomfort runs through your body

- when you feel his hands on your waist, putting you close to him, disgusting is the only word to describe that moment

- and now that you are attached to jinyoung, this is just wrong

- everything about jaechan is wrong

- as much as you wanted to pull away, jaechan's gaze is too strong for you to do so

- before you could look away, jaechan kissed you hard

- the more you wanted to push him away, the harder you feel his lips on yours

- you laid your hands on jaechan's chest and pushed him away

- he looked at you as if he just had a delicious dinner but for you, it's different

- you could endure all of the treatment that nayoung is giving but definitely not this

- you're just too shocked to do anything now

- and as if it's on cue, jinyoung came and saw everything that happened

- "y/n? what did you... just do?" he stuttered

- "no no, it is all a mistake, jinyoung. jaechan is the one that-" while you're trying your best to explain yourself, jinyoung got further and further away from you

- before you could chase jinyoung

- your sister grabbed you by the arm and stop you

- "I told you I would make sure you understand that jinyoung is mine, y/n." nayoung said

- her words made all those tears that are brimming in your eyes fall

- "save your effort explaining, y/n. jinyoung would never believe you ever again."

- you just don't understand why nayoung wants to separate you and jinyoung so badly

- a relationship that you treasure so preciously just got ruin by your own blood-related sister

- thanks to her, you got a text from jinyoung that night

- that text has the most hurtful words that left jinyoung's mouth

- and probably the most expected words that he would say in this situation

- "let's break up, y/n."

- you went to jinyoung's house and of course, what are the chances of him opening up the door in this situation?

- as much as you wanted jinyoung to trust you, but there's no other proof to tell him that jaechan and you didn't kiss

- no matter how many times you tried explaining to him, you know it's useless

- day after day, jinyoung is still avoiding you

- you know you would meet him somehow and when you guys meet at school, you regretted wishing to see him

- looking at how jinyoung links his arm with nayoung's, smiling like they are the longest couple on earth, is definitely one of the sights you never wish that would happen

- both of their smiles fade away when you guys saw each other

- you thought jinyoung would at least give you a smile but that's wrong, he pretended like you're not there

- it feels like you guys have never happened at all

- you sighed to yourself, you couldn't blame anyone else because you fell into your sister's trap, making you live up to the name of being a wallflower