I was backing away even more the moment I saw Aizawa stand up and try to come close me. My breathing quickend as my mind started to race. I wanted to get out of there but there wasn't really an exit and so I hit the table an turned around jumping over it parkour style to get to the window and try to open then.
Like a scared animal. That was what I was just now. I was scared and I wanted to get out of there. I knew the consequences and I didn't liked them. In fact I wanted out. Out of there and out of my life. I wanted to a place called nowhere. It was a place beyound death and only death could bring me.
Doctor: Kiddo, calm down.
Aizawa: Problem child. Focus on my voice and calm down.
Ratteling sound could be heard while I was trying to open the window but it didn'T budge at all and then I did something both of them didn't expected me to do. I used my elbow to shatter the window and then grabbed the window cill to get out and run.
Just in the nick of time, before I was about to jump, I felt something wrapping around me. Did I ignore the feeling? Yes. Yes I did. I wanted out and that was all I could think off. This was also how I cut basically my arm by gleaning on shards as well as my ellobow which was hurt by the sudden shattering of the window.
Aizawa: It's alright kid.
I was scared.
There was no denying it anymore.
While I wanted to jump, I felt a tug and was thrown a bit backwards just to land in someones pair of arms. This soman forced me my ear to their chest so that I would hear their heart beat. It was fastened a bit.
I felt the warm coming from this person. The guesture alone was something not often seen. Still hearing this heartbeat gets slower and slower till it returned to normal had a soothing effect on me.
All the while I could hear Eraserheads voice saying it was fine. He would be there. He would protect me. There was no need to be scared. I even felt someone petting and massaging my head. It felt good but I was too busy focusing on this heart beat that I could do anything.
Huh....
It was only once I started to move my head that this person, this hero let me some space. The cloths around my body were also not to strict and fastened around me. I could still move but they were enough to hinder me from jumping.
Doctor: I see you calmed down kid.
Me: ...
Doctor: I'll dress up your wounds now. Just don't move.
Aizawa: Don't be scared problem child.
Huh...
How did I get in this situation?
How did I get in his lap?
Why was I listening to his heart beat?
....
Did I panic soo much?
What happened?
It was like a small crack in my memories. I knew but also didn't knew what happened. It was as if I saw myself in 3rd person party running or basically stumbeling to the window and doing all this. I felt embarrassing to know what just happened but it was one reaction that I had just knowing that whatever happens next would be a lot worse.
So all in all my reaction was considerably good.
The fear I had from an ophanage and knowing how a quirkless kid was treated was all I needed to go haywire. It was something I never wanted. It was also something I avoided the most. I knew what was awaiting me there was worse than death and so I would do anything and I mean anything to escape it.
Death was my option for these things.
I really didn't need more pain.
More Suffering.
More Torture.
More Anxiety.
I had enough. I really didn't need more of anything.
Aizawa: I will let you go now but you wil stay where you are. Got it problem child.
I nodded at him knowing that even if I would say anything it wouldn't be anything of any use. What would escape my mouth would be beggings as well as please for death as I would do whenever I would get tortured.
The hero did what he said and removed the scarf from me and in the next moment this doctor started treating my new wounds and then placed a hand on my chest after removing the shirt from me once again.
This time I didn't fight nor move at all. I was fairly exhausted from the mental break I had. All I wanted was to sleep and never to wake up again. It was that or the injection this doctor just gave me. He didn't care much and I could tell so but I could also tell that he was worried and didn't wanted to show it to anyone.
It was his way of dealing with shit like me.
I knew what a bother I was.
Now I also bothered this doctor and made a hero worry.
It was dumb of me and I knew it.
Why did I had to jump?
.... or more like try?
Why did I do this?
WHY?!
How could I be stupid.
I never should had let them see my back.
I never should have agreed to come here...
I....
I should have died the moment this villain attacked me.
There is really no need to go on.
Why did I survive?!
Why did this hero safe me?
Why me?!
Why.... me....
I felt very sluggish and started to lean against the hero while the doctor started to bandage up my wounds.
Aizawa: Probelm child?
Doctor: Don't worry. I gave him an tranquilizer, just in case he tries something again and gets more injured.
Aizawa: *sigh*
Is this why I feel this tired...
Aizawa: Don't worry problem child. I'll take care of you.
Me: Mh...
It was just a small sound but that was all I could do before my heavy eyeleads shut themselves and I lost the faught over my consciousness. There was nothing I could do anymore. I was just too tired and there was no use even fighting it at all.
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Parallax (Suicidal Vigilante Deku)
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