Never Ending Heartbeats

Chapter 35

Chapter 35

Yours

I am willing to go through all of the pain over and over again when in exchange I can be held by the arms of Marco Jael Ashford. If I will have the chance to turn back time I will still choose to feel the same pain as long as he can hold me in the end.

Habang iniisip ko lahat ng pinagdaanan naming dalawa bago ko maranasan ang mayakap niya ng ganito sa gitna ng ulan, naiisip ko na lang na all of the pain that we go through is the one that led us to each other again. Like nothing ever happen.

Marco and I lose someone important to us. Cried like it will help ease the pain that we are feeling. Turn our backs to each other a lot of times, willing to let go of each other.

We choose to walk away from each other afraid that falling and meeting each other will become our biggest regret in life. We both have things we are afraid to tell to each other but it will never be our fault.

Hindi namin kasalanan na hindi kami parehas matapang noong panahon na yun para sabihin lahat ng bagay na gusto naming sabihin. Both of us have a same share of pain. Being afraid to say anything to each other is maybe one of the things that we learn to overcome.

The rain, thunder, and lightning saw how much fear they can make me feel, but Marco Jael didn't know how warm and comfort he could give me. Hindi ko alam kung hindi niya ba yun talaga alam or he is just acting clueless.

"What the? The man that makes Zemira Ember fall in love is back?" Kairo said nang maikwento ko sa kanya ang tungkol kay Marco.

Nasa office kami ngayon ng organizer na nahanap nila and we are just waiting for her to arrive dahil nagka-emergency daw bigla kaya nalate, kaya sa mga oras na nag-aantay kami naikwento ko kay Kairo ang tungkol kay Marco.

Matapos kasi nung pagpapaulan namin kagabi wala naman ng nangyari dahil parehas lang kaming tahimik na sa loob ng sasakyan hanggang sa maihatid niya ulit ako sa condo ko.

He didn't say anything. Maybe, because he knows what is the effect of what he did last did to me. I can still feel my heart racing just by thinking of what he said to me.

"You seems happy about it. Mas masaya ka pa ata sa'kin." I scoffed. Natawa naman siya sa'kin bago umakbay at nilapit ang mukha sa'kin.

"Of course, gusto ko siya makilala eh. I want to know what is on him to make you fall in love only to him." He said and mess my hair at inalis ang pagkaka-akbay sa'kin.

"Something that even I can't see."

Hindi na din naman naging matagal ang pag-aantay namin dahil dumating na din naman yung organizer. Sila ni Kairo ang hinayaan kong mag-usap pero minsan sumisingit din ako mostly if I know that Kairo is not good at that part. Mamaya sa'kin pa magalit si Kairi pag may maling nagawa 'tong mapapang-asawa niya.

"Kung hindi ko lang talaga kilala at nakakausap ang bride baka masabi ko that the both of you are the one getting married. You both look comfortable with each other. I can see that even though there is no touching or anything." The organizer said after we talk about what my friend asked her to do.

"Baka hindi mo na masabi yan if you will see them together. They both look good together to the point that they manage to make a beautiful little girl... And also, he is not my type." I said making Kairo glare at me. When I look at him nataasan niya ako ng kilay while his lips are slightly parted.

"Grabe ka naman. If I am not mistaken, you did manage to like me. Naging crush mo ako, akala mo hindi ko alam... But I'm sorry, I love Kairi and our daughter. Hindi pala kita type, malabo lang ata mata ko noon." This time ako naman ngayon ang napanganga dahil sa sinabi niya.