Secrets

Chapter 44

"Party tonight..." Tony yelled as he walked into the kitchen and i looked up at him... "Why are you yelling... I am the only one here... But what is the occasion...?" I asked and he smirked... "Well, you being back home of course..." He said smirking and i rolled my eyes... "Tony i have been back for a week..." I said and he grinned... "Just needed to be sure that you were fully back..." He said and i scoffed shaking my head. 

Tony walked out and i sighed... I had other plans for tonight... Steve and i hadn't been intimate yet and i was frustrated... I know i had said no funny business when Steve showed up at my apartment and stayed the night... But i was back a week and he hadn't made any attempt to touch me... I know i could instigate it and i tried once but he didn't seem to pick up on it and just held me as he fell asleep... He would be in the gym before i had woken up in the mornings a sweet note on his pillow but that is it... 

I dont know why but i was feeling a little insecure by him not making any moves at all... Even the kisses were not that passionate... It was like the flame had burned out a bit... and i was desperate to make it burn again... But what if he didn't want me anymore... What if he had changed his mind and just didn't want me anymore... God why was it this hard to get back to normal... Why was he not noticing that i wanted him to fuck my brains out... Or was i just being ridiculous for wanting to be desired...

I sighed and shook my head... Caught up in my own thoughts i hadn't even noticed Bucky walking in. "You okay doll...?" He asked and i snapped out of my inner monologue. "Yeah... I am fine..." I murmur and continue cleaning the kitchen... "Cleo?" He asked his tone a bit more forceful... I sighed and looked up at him... "What is going on..." He said and i shook my head... 

"I dont want to bore you with my shit..." I mumble and he sighs... "Have you seen Steve?" I ask and Bucky nods... "He is training new agents in the training facility's..." Bucky says and i nod. "Thanks Buck..." I said kissing his cheek and walked to the training facilities... Maybe i should stop feeling sorry for myself and just take action... What do i have to lose...

I smiled standing in the doorway watching him work... He was tough on them but i guess he needed to be... With ease did he throw one of the trainees over his shoulders making him groan as he hit the mat... He helped him up and I heard giggling to my left and saw 3 woman watching Steve and making comments like a bunch of high school girls... I just smirked as they kept going on...  "Okay spread out in pares and now try yourself..." Steve said his voice echoing through the big space... He hadn't noticed me and stood with his back turned to me... 

I sneaked up on him and covered his eyes making him jump but he quickly relaxed when he noticed it was me... "I dont know if it is a good thing... that i can sneak up on you like that captain..." I whispered and he pulled me in front of me and i looked at him with a smirk... "I didn't think i had to worry about getting sneaked up on here..." He said smiling and i chuckled... "Always expect the unexpected captain..." I said and he leaned down and kissed me... I could hear the 3 women gasp and i smirked... 

"Your groupies dont seem pleased i am here..." I murmur and he shrugged his shoulders... "Couldn't care less about them princess..." He whispered in my ear and i let out a little moan as i could feel his hands on my hips... "How long before you are done here..." I murmur running my finger over his chest... "We just started so another 2 hours..." He said and i sighed... "That is too bad..." I say letting out a sigh... and he squints at me... 

Around us you could hear bodies being slammed down on mats and Steve took a deep breath as i kept running my finger up and down over his chest going a little lower each time... "You are being a bad girl princess..." He murmured and i looked up at him as innocent as i could... "Who me...?  I thought i come and over my assistance to you..." I whisper and he groans... "Not that i am off any help because i could take them all at once..." I said smirking and he laughed... "Yes, you could..." He murmurs smiling proudly... Steve kissed me again before he stopped everyone and told them to take a few minutes... 

"Princess you are going to get me in trouble..." Steve murmured as he let out a sigh his hands on my hips his thumbs rubbing circles sending tingles all through my body... I loved that he didn't seem to care that we had our little moment with all eyes on us... I could feel their eyes on me... Some of them were annoyed by me being there... Others were checking me out... One of them was not having the purest of thoughts... 

I ignored it because i knew if i would call him out Steve would not show mercy... He barely accepted Bucky calling me doll... He didn't say anything about it because... 1 Bucky was his best friend... 2 He already started calling me that before Steve and i had gotten together and 3 Nat was fine with it because he always called her MEElaya... Which i think meant darling in Russian or something like that... She would always blush a little if he called her that... 

"I should go on with the training..." He whispered and i smirked... "Or we could play hooky... Maybe have a little training time just you and i... You could help me stretch... Put me in every position you would like...Captain..." I whispered and he grinned... "Someone is being a bit needy... Is my princess frustrated?" He whispered and i nod... "Very frustrated... So, this is what is going to happen... I am going to go to our apartment... and if you are not there in 15 minutes... I am going to start without you captain..." I said kissing him again and walking out...

I smirked when in the distance i heard him yelling that training was canceled... And a few minutes later i squealed when he had caught up and lifted me up and threw me over his shoulder. He slapped my ass. "Bad girl..." He growled marching me towards the apartment not caring that people were looking at what was happening...