Cuddle Bug (Bucky x reader)

Monster

Bucky carried you back to the car and set you down on your feet when he got beside the passenger door. He opened the door for you quickly and you hopped in, and he reached in past you and put your seatbelt on you. You rolled your eyes at how protective he was being, and you took out your phone as he ran around to the drivers side. You started posting pictures on Instagram that you had taken all day, including the inside of the house and the outside. Bucky started the car and drove down the long driveway again. As soon as you were done posting, you started getting notifications of people liking your pictures, and it was a majority of the team. Sam and Wanda both commented on your pictures as well, which made you smile. You put your phone away, back into your purse and Bucky held out his hand expectantly. You quickly intertwined your fingers with his as he drove back. You thought back to him calling you Mrs Barnes again, and your face felt like it was crimson, but thankfully he wasn't looking at you directly. You secretly liked the sound of that, but you were not going to give into the temptation of bringing it up again either.
You liked how he had started mapping out your future together while at the cabin, and pointing out where to put furniture etc. You not so secretly agreed with where he suggested, because it suited the room in your opinion. You started mentally planning on spending your evenings looking at furniture online to purchase for the second floor. The only room on the second floor you were actually ready for was the office, and it was a cherry oak desk and bookcases. You had also decided on a black leather ergonomic chair to have at the desk as well. You knew you had to take care of your back's health as well as make sure you were comfortable.
As Bucky got closer to the compound, you noticed he seemed to be getting more focused. There was more traffic, and he seemed to be getting anxious. You pulled slightly on his hand to get his attention, and he spared you a glance. You tilted your head as though asking him if he was okay, but he only looked back at the road, pulled your hand up to his lips and gave your knuckles a soft kiss.
"What's wrong, Bucky bear?" you finally asked.
"I finally got you to myself, uninterrupted for a day, and I'm sad it's over" he responded softly. The lights from other cars illuminating the inside of the SUV and you could see the honesty in his face reflecting his words and current thoughts.
"We will go again once it's done. I need someone strong to help me move the furniture around" you gave him a broad smile. "We will of course have to bring Sam, Steve and Loki as well. Maybe Thor too, so he doesn't feel lonely. He looks like he could carry the king sized bed I bought on his own" you giggled softly.
"That went from sounding great, to sounding suspiciously like I have to share you still" he laughed.
"Okay, after everything is moved in we can make visits on our own" you giggled again.
"We should look for furniture for the nursery first" Bucky spared you another glance with a grin.
"I'm not even pregnant," you laughed.
"If you go off that birth control I could fix that" he wiggled his eyebrows at you.
"I'm sure you could, but I'm not sure about that yet" you shook your head. "It's been two months"
"Two very good months, after a solid year of pining over you" Bucky countered back quickly.
"Except for that fight" you reminded him.
"I was an idiot, I'm still sorry for that" he sobered up quickly. "Even if you were to get pregnant, I'd never ask you to take time off or stop working. I could take paternal leave, go off missions while you work still. It's not like I don't have the savings anyways" he shrugged. "I don't spend my money, and I have a huge lump sum payment I got for being a prisoner of war for so long. Since I was still in the army, technically, when I fell from the train"
"If I were to have a baby, I would want to live in my cabin. I'd work from home, and take care of the baby while I'm working" you started to let yourself go down that train of thought.
"I would make you breakfast every morning," he grinned. "That way if you are up late, you can always count on a good meal in the morning. I know you like your bacon and eggs. I can cook that easy"
"That's another thing I miss. Cooking" you relaxed a little more as you noticed he was relaxing with the conversation.
"What kind of food do you like to cook? Maybe Tony will let you off early one day so you can make supper" he said a little hopefully.
"I'm actually craving homemade pizza, if that makes any sense" you looked at him.
"Well homemade pizza definitely has a different feel to it. I haven't had any since before the war" he spared you another glance. "I would definitely eat one of your homemade pizzas," he grinned. "Just like I'm planning to eat you tonight," he added quickly.
"Bucky!" you said as your face felt hot again.
"Doll, I've been mentally planning everything I'm going to do to you tonight all day. Not touching you during the week just makes me want you more on the weekends" he admitted.
"Why didn't you touch me all week?" you asked a little curiously.
"Honest answer?" he asked.
"Please" you nodded.
"I knew you wanted to focus on work, and I have a tendency to keep you up at night," he grinned. "Besides, the training and the appointments with Doctor Sloan seem to make you tired," he added.
"They do, but that doesn't mean I don't want the intimacy we share" you let go of his hand, and put your hand on his thigh. He looked at you quickly with a huge smile on his face.
"Oh doll, the things you do to me" he shook his head. "You are creating a monster."
"If there's a monster in this relationship, it's me" you countered quickly.
"You are the furthest thing from a monster" he disagreed.
"So are you" you rubbed your hand up and down his thigh.
"You've read my journals" he shook his head.
"That wasn't your choice" you quickly reminded him. "My James Buchanan Barnes would never commit the atrocities that they forced you to do. Your mind was wiped, and they kept you like a toy. I experienced that machine, they didn't get as far into it as they had with you mind you... but they are monsters. Not you."
"I'll agree they are the monsters" he finally conceded. You smiled victoriously, and saw that he was pulling into the parking lot for the compound. He parked the SUV and looked at you before leaning over the center console and he pulled you in for a kiss on the lips. "Wait for me" he asked you again. You bit your bottom lip and nodded and he quickly unbuckled himself and ran around the front to pull open your door. He reached in and unbuckled you and then held out a hand again for you to take to get out of the car. You reached down and grabbed your purse before taking his hand, and you expertly maneuvered yourself out of the SUV. Bucky held your hand, and swung them in between the two of you while walking you to the front door. He paused at the door and pulled you so your chest was against his, and he dipped his head down. He brought up his spare hand to hold you by the chin and his eyes gazed into your own before he closed the distance and brushed his lips against your own softly. You both hummed into the kiss, and he tilted his head to the side slightly, and his tongue ran along your bottom lip. You eagerly opened your lips to him, and his tongue intertwined with your own in a dance you would never get tired of. You ran your hands along his shoulders and leaned more into him, eagerly accepting the kiss. You could feel the heat in your core expanding, and you wanted nothing more than to pull him up the stairs and show him how much you wanted him. The kiss that was likely intended to be innocent started a snowball effect as his hand let go of yours and quickly went to cup your ass and pull you even more against his body, and he squeezed. You gave an unintentional moan and he growled in the back of his throat.
"Upstairs" he broke away from the kiss.
"Agreed" you said breathlessly. He let go of you and you took a step back and reached for the door knob. You quickly opened the door and you saw the front entryway and hallway looked empty.
"Hurry" Bucky whispered to you, as though he was afraid of being interrupted before you made it back up to your shared suite.
"Sam isn't here, no one else is going to interrupt us" you giggled as you took a step past the threshold.
"Sam isn't the only one that lives here" he grunted as he followed you in. The two of you walked at a faster pace up the stairs towards your suite, and you saw Steve's door open down and across the hall from your room. Steve started to walk out and his face broke out into a smile.
"Hey! You're back. How was your date?" he grinned boyishly.
"NO" Bucky barked at him. "It's not over" he grabbed the door knob to your suite and pushed open the door. "Go back to your room, I'll see you in the morning for the farmers market" he added, a little less brash.
"Bucky" you admonished him with flushed cheeks and he growled again. Steve burst out laughing and shook his head.
"I'll see you kids in the morning" he clutched the left side of his chest and went back into his suite while still laughing.
"I've done my waiting" Bucky murmured to you as he kicked the door closed. You looked at your spacious living room and smiled seeing Alpine and Aurora looked quite pleased with themselves on the chair snuggling together.
"We should get them a cat tree," you said softly, thinking out loud.
"We can look tomorrow after the farmer's market online, for tonight we have plans" Bucky brought you back to task. "Bedroom"
"Let me get my jacket off, silly" you giggled, putting your purse on the coffee table and pausing for a moment to take a deep inhale of the roses that Bucky had presented to you this morning. Bucky came over and pulled slightly at your leather jacket and you slipped out of it. He threw it on top of your purse, and took off his own jacket, it quickly followed your own.
"Come on" Bucky coaxed you towards the bedroom. He opened the door and your bed was full of pink rose petals, with several flameless candles on the bedside tables. You gasped in surprise seeing the new atmosphere. The scent of roses filled the room and you turned to look at Bucky and he gave a proud smile. "Steve might have helped since I kept you out all day" he told you a little bashfully.
"You planned this?" you asked in surprise.
"Doll, I have our entire future planned. This is just the tip of the iceberg" he gave a flirty smile and pulled you in so he could kiss you again. You eagerly leaned into the kiss and opened your lips before he even asked for entry. He pushed you up against the wall and hummed against your lips. His hands went deftly under your dress and his fingers slipped under the waistband of your panties and he pulled them off of your hips and down your thighs, letting them drop to the floor all while he continued to ravish your mouth. He grabbed you by either side of your hips and started to pull up, and then pulled back from the kiss. You suddenly felt weightless as he picked you up, keeping your back against the wall and he slid you up until your crotch was in front of his face. "Knees over my shoulders sugar" he purred to you. You kicked off your heels and put your legs over his shoulders and he stepped between your legs. You barely had any weight on him, but he ducked his head under your dress and his lips clamped over your already soaked pussy. You felt him nip, suck and flick at your bundle of nerves with his tongue, and you couldn't help but roll your hips with his movements. His hands held all of your weight, remaining on your hips and under your dress while he continued his ministrations. You reached down with your hands and ran them through his hair, before pulling slightly to guide him where you needed him. He didn't need much direction, since he knew your body so well already. Your head was nearly touching the ceiling as you threw your head back with a long moan as he hit just the right spot. You started moaning his name as you started getting closer to your release and he turned his head away from you and started kissing the inside of your thigh, leaving small love bites there. You groaned in frustration and he chuckled from under your dress.
"Bucky" you growled.
"Sugar?" he asked, his voice slightly muffled. You didn't respond, however pulled on his hair back towards your core and he groaned before he started to attack your clit again with renewed vigor. You were really getting into it when he pulled away again and a growl ripped through you. He chuckled again, and you squeezed your thighs on either side of his head and pulled slightly at his hair again. He didn't follow directions this time, however started kissing the inside of your other thigh and leaving love bites there as well.
"James, please" you whined.
"Don't forget that name" he groaned and went back to your clit again. Just as you started to roll your hips once more he pulled away and you wanted to cry in frustration. You banged your head back against the wall and whimpered. He kept his hold on you and took a few steps away from the wall and raised you up a bit more. You took your legs off of his shoulders and he carried you to the side of the bed and set you down. He took a step back with a mischievous grin and he reached up and slowly started to unbutton his button up. You watched him hungrily as he pulled the shirt out of his jeans, and finished at his task. He shrugged off the shirt and left it carelessly on the floor. His hands dropped to his belt buckle and with a soft jingle then a slap of leather he unbuckled himself and pulled the belt out of his jeans. You reached for the hem of your dress and pulled it over your head quickly and dropped it to the floor as he reached for the button of his jeans and he paused for a moment, continuing to watch you hungrily. You reached back and unsnapped your bra, and let it fall to the floor once you had it off. He unbuttoned his jeans and slowly started to go for the zipper.
Feeling emboldened by the way he was looking at you, you spread your legs apart and leaned back on one hand, bending it slightly so you could arch your back slightly as well. You brought your dominant hand down between your legs and you started to run your fingers along your folds and Bucky let out a soft growl, but he paused to watch. You felt like you were on the right track, and already desperate for your own release, you used two fingers to start toying with your clit in slow circles.
"Don't you dare cum" he said, his voice hoarse as you maintained eye contact with him.
"What are you going to do about it?" you asked, feeling bolder by the second. You watched as he suddenly pushed down on his jeans and boxer briefs at the same time and kicked them off along with his shoes and sock and they were pushed to the side. He was standing at full mass and pulsing with need. You licked your lips and he came forward. You dipped your fingers inside of your core to get them wet, and once he was close enough you reached out with the same hand and wrapped it around his cock. He gave a moan, and you started to run your hand up and down his shaft. Your eyes finally left his, and you licked your lips again before pulling on him slightly. He took the remaining step between your legs and you leaned forward to lick his tip, tasting his precum. You took a firm hold on him and licked the underside before you brought him past your lips, swirling your tongue around his tip and hollowing out your cheeks. You gave your wrist a bit of a twist as you started moving your face down to meet your head on his shaft and rubbing his length with one hand to get the amount that wouldn't fit in your mouth. You used your spare hand to come up and cradle his balls, fondling them and folding them at will. You hallowed out your cheeks, taking him in as much as you could, bobbing your head along his length. He grabbed your hair and started thrusting his hips to meet you and he started saying your name like it was a prayer on his lips. He started to twitch in your mouth, and you felt like sweet revenge was within your grasp. You pulled back before he could cum and he grunted as you popped out of your mouth.
"Good girl" his voice was rough, but the praise was there just the same. You looked up at him in surprise and he gave his lopsided smile. He bent down and kissed you briefly on the lips. "I'm not nearly done with you yet" he added with promise. He got down on his knees between your legs and his mouth and hands went to your breasts. He focused on your nipples, bending and twisting them slightly until they were taught before his right hand came down between your legs and he slipped two fingers into your core. You gasped in surprise at the sudden intrusion and he pumped his fingers a few times before curling them. You spread your legs as far as you could and arched your back again. His lips kissed between your breasts and his slight beard tickled at your flesh. You started moving your hips with the movement of his fingers, letting out small moans and cries. You were getting close to your climax again and he suddenly pulled his fingers out of you and you let out another whimper at the loss of contact. You had been so close to release and you were getting frustrated. You went to bring your hand down to finish the job but Bucky grabbed your wrist and stood up swiftly, pushing you back onto your back. He took your other wrist and held them both above your head. He switched so he was just holding both hands with one, and he used his second hand to pump himself a few times before lining himself up with your center and he slowly started pushing in. He grunted with the effort of going so slowly, and your body welcomed the intrusion. You felt your walls flex around him until he bottomed out and he just paused there for a moment.
"I'm going to make you beg," he grinned.
"I'm willing to start right now, please James, let me cum" you felt him slowly start to withdraw and once he was nearly out of you he slid back in keeping with a slow and steady pace.
"More" he chuckled and let go of your hands, bringing both of his hands down to your hips to hold them steady.
"Please James, I need you. I need this" you moaned. He started to pick up his pace and brought his right hand up to start toying with your clit again.
"Good girl" he praised you. You started rolling your hips with his thrusts and you kept whispering "please", "James", and "Bucky" as though they were the only words you ever needed to ever say for the rest of your life. Calling him James seemed to ignite a fire within him and he started thrusting faster, snapping in his hips each time and making you bounce slightly on the bed. His fingers were working magic on your clit and you felt your release coming on quickly.
"Please please please!" you cried out and he finally let you cum. "James!" you cried out loudly, your voice vibrating on the walls of the room. He continued to move within you, seeming intent on keeping the quickened pace.
"One more doll, you can do it" he cooed to you and you arched your back as you felt the second orgasm coming quickly.
"Please James, please!" you cried out.
"Good girl, come on. Cum on me" he ordered, flicking his fingers expertly. You felt the second orgasm hit almost violently and you cried out again. His thrusts started to become sloppy and he finally twitched inside of you after a few minutes and you felt him cum inside of you. "Fuck Y/N" he cried out as he snapped in his hips one final time and he fell forward. He quickly braced himself on his left arm, holding a majority of his weight off of you and you both panted in exertion.
He waited for your walls to stop flexing and fluttering around him before he slowly pulled out of you. Your other senses finally kicked in and you could only smell sex and roses all around you.
"Stay there" he gave a soft order.
"I doubt my legs will work" you sighed a little breathless. He chuckled to himself and walked to the bathroom. He came back a minute later with a warm washcloth and wiped down between your legs. He tossed the washcloth behind him once he also wiped himself off as well. You went to stand up to go use the facilities and he stopped you with a hand on your shoulder and you looked at him curiously.
"Where do you think you're going?" he asked with his eyebrow quirked.
"To pee and rehydrate" you answered softly.
"If you still have it in you to do that much, I didn't do my job right" he chuckled.
"You did plenty" you giggled and got up to run to the bathroom. You heard him pad his way into the living room to grab you both a bottle of water out of the fridge. You grabbed your birth control and took it quickly from the sink in the bathroom before heading back to the bedroom.
"Come here" Bucky called to you from the living room. You walked out naked and his eyes lit up at the sight of you. He sat down on the couch and patted his lap while holding out a bottle of water. "We are doing it here next" he announced and you giggled as you skipped towards him.