We belong to eachother now

FIFTY FOUR

My conscience starts to wake up, but I'm still sleepy so I don't open my eyes straightaway. I stretch my arm, searching for her warm body but my hand only lands on empty sheets. Sensing some movements in the room, I finally open my eyes.

"Where are you going?" I prop myself on my elbows, watching her gather her clothes and get dressed.

"I'm sorry, Jungkook. This was a mistake." She stares at me with zero emotion in her eyes. "I'm leaving you."

"What? No!" I start to panic.

I just got her back, this can't be. No, I can't lose her again. What happened? We were fine just a couple a hours ago, we didn't leave the room or talked to anyone. What did I miss? She's clearly mad at me, but I don't know what I have done.

"I can't believe you kissed her." Tears stream down her face now, but she rubs them away angrily with the back of her hand. "I hate you!"

"Nae sarang, wait. I can explain." I say in a frantic tone. Is she talking about Eun-Ji? How does she know what happened? "It's a misunderstanding, I swear."

"Don't call me that. You're a liar! You said you loved me but the second I'm gone, you kissed her. She was in your bed, naked. I hate you and I don't ever want to see you again."

"No, wait." I scream as she leaves my room.

I jump out of bed to go after her, I'm still naked but I don't give a fuck. I keep calling out her name, my heart pounds erratically and it's hard for me to breath.

"No. No. No. No." Tears start to flood my eyes.

When my hand reaches for the doorknob, I jump from my bed. I look around the familiar room, searching for her but I'm all alone. There is no trace of her. It was only a nightmare.

She was never here.

I'm sweating buckets and my heartbeat is insanely high. I can't believe this, it felt so real. How can I still feel her lips on mine, her taste on my tongue as if she was here with me?

My vision gets blurry from my tears. I'm going insane. If being in constant pain wasn't enough, now I'm having lucid dreams with her. I hold my head in my hands and just cry.

Zoe POV

My phone rings loudly and I hear a whining grunt somewhere to my left. I throw my hand to side, expecting to find my phone but instead my hand lands on what it seems to be fluffy hair.

"Just turn it off." Taehyung's sleepy voice whimpers.

I open my eyes and see Taehyung's sprawled on the rug while I'm on the couch. My pounding head, instantly reminds me that after my panic attack, Taehyung and I, had a few too many drinks.

I get up and stumble towards my phone which is strangely on the far corner of the room on the floor. Did I throw it here last night? I pick it up and stop the alarm.

I waddle back to the couch and resume my previous position. Closing my eyes so the room stops spinning.

"Why did we drink this much?" Taehyung whines.

"It's your fault. You kept ordering drinks." I accuse.

"You should have stopped me." He squeals.

"Whatever." I reply throwing a pillow at him.

We fall into silence and although my head is having trouble remembering the entirety of last night, a few bits and pieces flash inside my brain.

The only word coming to mind right now is rollercoaster. The night was filled with different emotions, I remember I cried like a baby, I screamed like enraged person, I laughed like a lunatic. You name it, I did it. Hence the heavy drinking.