S.H.I.E.L.D ACADEMY

36. Reality Check

"So exactly when were you about to tell me about you and your new fling?" Bucky asked crossing his arms.

"C'mon not here, not now," Steve whispered, as he leaned back into his seat.

"You know I'm the reason the two of you are at all together," Bucky lifted his eyebrows.

Steve laughed and patted his best friend on his shoulder. Whatever makes him sleep at night. Steve stood up walking to the other side of the helicarrier, grabbing some in-ear pieces for both him and Bucky. Another day, another mission. However, this was far from the mission of the week he was most excited about. Tomorrow night, he had another mission with you. He was excited to have an excuse to be close to you again. Grant would be there, so not too close, but Steve would be able to at least see you and that was more than enough.

"After the lab incident it went sour between us for a while, just the last couple of weeks we've been close," Steve explained to Bucky.

"Behind Agent Ward's back?" Bucky asked curiously. Steve sat down beside him again.

"To be fair, I don't think he fucks her," Steve smirked. Steve's answer made Bucky laugh.

"But also, Y/n wasn't the most sexual type of person before I met her, sometimes I even wonder if she knows it's what we're doing," Steve laughed low.

Deep down, he knew that it was his own fault. He had blurred the line, since the second he laid eyes on you. You had no clear way of understanding when he was being your mentor and when the two of you were... having sex. Perhaps because he was being your mentor through the whole process. He liked it that way. Steve liked being the dominate one, having you under him. His role secured him that.

"Yeah, she is kind of dumb," Bucky tilted his head. Hot, but dumb.

"She is getting smarter," Steve smiled a little, looking over at his friend.

"Because you are fucking some sense into her," Bucky said, causing both to laugh.

Meanwhile over at Y/n corner, you were neck deep in work. You were looking at all the research feeling dumber and dumber. The mission was in one day, and so far you only new time and location. You needed to know names, who to look out for. It was the first time you were going to be in the field, and actually do more than a easy hack for the actual agents. It was way riskier, and you had a whole team of 7 other people relying on you. You were beyond nervous.

"Y/n you need to relax," Grant said, giving you the hourly glass of pineapple juice that you had ordered. He sat down on the chair beside you.

"I can't, I'm too worried something going to go wrong," You said, leaning your head back on his shoulder.

"Listen, the fact that we know time and location is better than most of the missions I go on, your just adding pressure to yourself," Grant said and kissed the top of your head. You leaned back, took a sip of your drink and looked over at him.

"Thank you so much for letting me borrow S.H.I.E.L.D's lab, it's nice to get a break from the Avengers Mansion," You smiled weakly.

It was perhaps awful to say, but it was true. Tony had just given you the world's best lab, still you hid in here. It was just easier being here if you needed to work. You didn't have distraction here... Like the chance of Steve walking in here was slim. You needed a break, from him. Suddenly you had begun to have butterfly feelings for him, and they weren't painful. You weren't an idiot. you knew what it meant. You needed to get rid of them, have a detox.

"No problem," Grant said, patting your thigh, as he let his hand rest there. You looked down at his hand and smiled weakly.

"By the way, you defiantly need to look out for that guy," Grant said, pointing his other hand at your screen.

"Why? Because he is a mutant?" You asked, curiously opening the file on him.

"Where he goes, trouble often follows," Grant said, looking down at your face as you concentrated on reading his file.

"Well, I'll have my eyes out, did you see that also Jennifer Walters and Matthew Murdock is going to this gala thing?" You asked Grant.

"Makes sense, they are superhero lawyers," Grant hummed, scrolling down the list of invitations.

"I feel like they defend more villain's than hero's," you said.

Grant laughed and turned your chair around with the hand that was resting on his lap. Grant looked into your eyes before he leaned in and kissed your plum lips. What was supposed to be a simple kiss, quickly turned into a heated moment. Both of you had your hands tightly wrapped around each other. Ah, Grant even began to feel he got a bit too excited and rested his head on your forehead.

"We should stop," He smiled softly.

"Why?" You asked confused, breathing heavily.

"Because... and we're in the lab," he said looking down, hinting at his crotch. You laughed low.

"Don't laugh," Grant said laughing.

"Okay," You bit your lip, smirking as you looked into his eyes.

"Do you trust me?" You asked, tilting your head.

"Of course," Grant answered, without hesitation.

You let your hands slide from around his neck, down to his belt opening it up. Grant looked up at you confused, but intrigued.

"Y/n someone could come in," He whispered desperately.

"So what? No one can see under the desk," you said, unzipping his pants.

This is what you needed. You needed to concentrate on someone else. What did they say, to get over someone, you needed to go under someone else. This was perfect for you. Why hadn't the two of you done it more often? You kissed him softly again, as you slid your hand down his boxers. You hand began to move in a steady rhythm. You smiled weakly as you could hear him moan.

"Fuck," Grant moaned, breathing heavily.

"It's good, isn't it?" You whispered against his lips. He nodded.

"I might come by work more often now," Grant joked, you laughed.

"Your already here a lot, and I love you and appreciate you for it," you said, leaning your forehead against his. He smiled. He could feel the appreciation.

"This is my little gift for you, for always being here for me, making sure we're always together," you said, kissing his lips one last time.

Grant thought he stars when he saw you carefully go down on your knees under the desk. You looked adorable. Grant would've never done anything like this. He was too much of a professional guy, he'd gladly admit. Still, now in this moment, he couldn't have been more happy. Suddenly you had gone from kissing his lips... to kissing his dick. Fuck. Your lips were so good around him.

You meant every word you had said. You did love and appreciate Grant. He was always being so kind and patient with you. He made you laugh, and he engaged in your work. God, he had even helped you today. Your lips were around his length as you gave him a blowjob. It felt awful to even think, but grant's length, was not as big as Steve, it was easier to handle. Fuck no, you thought about Steve again, instead of your loving amazing boyfriend. You went deep, in a good speed for three minutes, before he came.

Steve lasted a lot longer.