How are you my mum?

10. Baby Photos

Keira's pov-
Keira-"she looks just like you luce"
Lucy-"i know yeah"
A knock on the door
Lucy-"ill get it"
My girlfriend goes downstairs while i lay with my sleeping daughter, although shes not actually mine i will always care for her, i see her as mine already
Lucy's pov-
I go downstairs and open the door to livs social worker
They have been in touch with the police, and they know about olivia's abuse and how her foster parents were arrested
Social worker-"hiya lucy i just needed to ask how Olivia's doing, you got her back yesterday?"
Lucy-"yeah i did and uhm shes very weak and fragile and the minute, she seems to be in a lot of pain, physically and mentally but me and Keira will be there for her whenever she needs"
Social worker-"that is great to hear lucy any problems let me know"
Lucy-"of course thank you"
They leave
I go back upstairs to find my daughter is awake
Lucy-"hey you"
Olivia-"hi mum"
My heart melts everytime she calls me mum
Lucy-"do you want anything to eat?"
Olivia-"really?"
Lucy-"of course babygirl"
Olivia-"ive never been aloud food before, only sometimes leftovers"
Lucy-"you have have anything you want liv"
Olivia's pov-
My mum just offered me to have food i didnt know what to say, that was one of the many things i wasnt aloud
Keira-"hey luce what are we going to do when we have to go back to football"
Lucy-"oh yeah uhm i havent thought about it"
Olivia-"you dont have to worry ill just leave, go back to my old house"
Lucy-"no olivia, you will never"
Olivia-"youll send me back, i know you will"
Lucy-"no"
Olivia-"you did once whats stopping you now"
Your mums eyes instantly fill with tears
She runs downstairs crying
Olivia-"NO NO NO I JUST MESS FUCKING EVERYTHING UP, NO NO NO"
Keira-"that was harsh liv, she already feels terrible about leaving you"
Olivia-"i just mess everything up, whatever i do, i deserve everything thats happened to me, i didnt mean what i said to lucy, i know she hates that she give me up im sorry keira"
Keira-"im not the one you need to apologise to liv"
Olivia-"i cant, ive just upset herbad, ive never seen her cry before, not that fast"
Keira-"if you dont it will be worse, ill be here"
Olivia-"ok mama thank you"
Keira-"go on kiddo"
You go downstairs to see Lucy crying on the sofa looking at baby photos of you that she has
Olivia-"uh...um..uh mum, is sorry for what i said i didnt mean it, i just mess everything up thats what i do, i know you feel terrible about it already im sorry"
Lucy-"come here"
You go round to sit on the sofa with her
Olivia-"im so..."
Lucy-(cuts you off)"it hurt babygirl it really hurt, i feel horrible about it, i hate myself for it, your my baby, i hate that i had to, i know you will never understand but it did hurt"
Olivia-"im sorry mum, i just dont really let people close to me"
Lucy-"me and kei will soon change that"
Olivia-"can i have a cuddle"
Lucy-"of course you can come here"
You tell your mama to come down aswell and then lie on lucys chest while you look through the photos
Lucy-"these are all you before i gave you up, it was the toughest decision of my life"





Lucy-"i feel terrible that you lost a childhood everyday, and when i didnt have you, there wasnt a day that went by where i didnt think about you"
Olivia-"did you tell mama"
Lucy-"well actually she thought you was one of my neices, i didnt want to scare her off by telling her, after a few months i did tell her, we do have a photo with you"



Lucy-"she does love you liv, we both do"
Olivia-"i love you to mums, im happy and so grateful you didnt give up on me"
Lucy-"i would never liv"
Olivia-"thank you mama, seeing me as your own"
Keira-"of course kiddo"
Olivia-"i cant believe im youses daughter"
Lucy-"i cant believe im your mum"
Keira-"and i know i am so lucky to have you both"
AUTHORS NOTES-
THESE LAST 3 PARTS AHH I LOVE THEM SO MUCH