How are you my mum?

48. U17's

Olivia's pov-
Today is my first day with the u17s, i got accepted in so did Ivy, i want to tell her i really do but i know she doesnt think the same
Ive had a nightmare every night so far ever since what happened, i believed i was getting better apparently not.
I get there at 9.30, greeted by all the girls.
Captain-Millie
Millie-"hiya girls, im sure most of you know, you prove yourselves youll be good, if you dont then we will push you hard"
Coach-"right then lets get to work"
My mum's are watching me
Millie-"olivia come here"
Olivia-"y...yeah"
Millie-"dont be scared just a tip or two, right number one your striker enni?" I nod "yeah so when your 1v1 against a defender you want to take it round them and sprint to goal, if your free for the ball, YOU CALL!" I flinch at the shouting "sorry anyway yeah so thats them to and also ive heard from the u15s manager your worried about people getting an impression of you because of your mums yeah?" I nod "thats not gonna happen, we think its absolutely bonkers that there your mum's like fucking hell wow your incredibly lucky but anyway nah were gonna see you for the player you are olivia, and if you get called up to the u17s from u15s in your first few weeks bloody hell you must be amazing"
Olivia-"thanks millie, call me liv by the way"
Millie-"call me mil"
Olivia-"ok mil"
She runs back to her position
I train very hard then head to the gym, boxing today not running
Getting anger out, i love boxing, its my other thing i love aswell as football and running
Lucy-"liv?"
Olivia-"yes mum?"
Lucy-"how long have you been doing that for?"
Olivia-"im clearing my head mum it needs it, its not been fair on you and mama the last few nights, me waking youse up every morning, sweating, panicking, its not fair mum its not" my voice starts to wobble when i end my sentence
Lucy-"i dont care about it liv, me and your mama just want to help you"
Olivia-"but mum i was getting better they were stopping a..a..and now there back just because of one thing it shouldnt be like this" tears start streaming down my face "like right now why am i fucking crying"
Lucy-"language you! Come here liv"
I dont need asking twice as i run into my mums arms
Shes all i need sometimes
Lucy-"its okay babygirl, we just want to help you whatever it takes, you are so strong, stronger then me and thats saying something liv come on"
Olivia-"i guess"
Lucy-"come on, shsh, cry all you want im here ive got you"
Millie walks by
Millie-"liv are you ok?"
Olivia-"yeah yeah im fine thanks"
Millie-"you sure?"
Olivia-"yeah thanks mil"
Millie-"alright ill see you tomorrow, hi miss bronze"
Lucy-"please, call me lucy, nice to meet you....?"
Millie-"millie, nice to meet you to, your one of my favourites"
Lucy-"thats nice to know"
Millie-"okay ill get going bye guys"
Olivia-"bye mil thank you"
Millie-"anytime"
She leaves
Lucy-"you trained well today"
Olivia-"wheres ivy i havent seen her since that thing"
Lucy-"oh, i uh i don't know to be honest"
Olivia-"oh, okay"
Lucy-"shall we go find mama she said she was going toilet"
Olivia-"yeah"
We find her and go home
I play football with mum in the garden, mama videos it and puts in on her insta story without any tags just to confuse the fans even more, narla tries to get the ball off mum but fails and she uses mama to get passed and scores
Olivia-"HEY NO FAIR!"
She walks off giggling
In the end i win 3-2
Olivia-"mum have we got any lucozade?"
Keira-"yeah lucia have we?"
Lucy-"ew"
Keira-"ew what lucia"
Lucy-"that"
Keira-"oh so your ewing me thanks lucia" mama knows she winding mum up
Lucy-"nooooo"
Keira-"ok lucia"
Lucy-"i was ewing thattt"
Keira-"oh so your still ewing me thanks lucia, im getting a drink would you like one liv?"
Lucy-"i hate you"
Keira-"i love you too lucia"
I giggle and get my drink
We sit on the sofa and watch the tv
AUTHORS NOTES-
I have an absolute banger of a part to put in just thinking of when to, i have soooo much to write but i dont wanna do it too fast