How are you my mum?

105. Kei talk to me

(A/N- MOSTLY LUCY POV THROUGHOUT THIS CHAPTER!! Also really liking the wonze content from today of course❤️)
Lucy's pov-
Shes still not ok, 2 days have passed now and theres no change in keira, i need to find out whats going on with this girl. I wake up and once again shes not in bed. Millie and rach have now returned to England.
Lucy-"kei?"
No response, shes outside on the cliff edge of the pool
Lucy-"kei?"
She quickly tries to wipe her eyes without me seeing but i notice
Keira-"oh uh i uh hey"
Lucy-"what are you doing out here?"
Keira-"oh i uh yeah i was just sat out here"
Lucy-"why?"
Keira-"i just wanted to" she walks past me and goes into the house, what in the world is going on.
Lucy-"keira" she doesnt even turn around but instead just walks straight upstairs avoiding the toast i made her when i first came down. She fools everyone else but i can read her like a book, somethings up.
Alexia-"hola lucy, im gonna ask the girls to come round today because they didnt after the game"
Lucy-"yeah ok alexia"
Alexia-"everything ok chica?"
Lucy-"huh..oh uh yeah"
Alexia-"ok"
Lucy-"im just popping back upstairs a sec wont be long"
Alexia-"ok, if your looking for keira she just went to youses bathroom"
Lucy-"thanks" i rush upstairs and go straight to our room straight away trying the bathroom door, locked. What the- i thought id fixed everything.
Lucy-"kei?"
Keira-"y..y..y..yeah"
She cant form her words, shit.
Lucy-"are you ok? More than a one worded sentence"
Keira-"i..i..i-" her words breakdown
Lucy-"kei i need you to open the door baby"
Keira-"i..i..icant"
"Why"
"B...bleeding" i run straight through the door and wrap her in my arms
"Why have you done this again?"
"I..i..its nothing.. its just the uh the hate"
"Keira"
"I..i..its nothing"
"Keira fae walsh stop lying to me"
She giggles "im not joking"
"Fine, y..y...you know the hate o..online" i nod "i..i..i-"
"Breathe" i hold her hands and she carries on speaking
"I..i..its not really f..f..from fans"
"What do you mean darling?"
"I..i..its from someone w..w..we know"
"Go on"
"Uhm i..its f..f..-" her hands start shaking
"Keira deep breath, i need you to breathe"
"I..i..i can't luce" she grabs onto my shirt
"Yes you can, nice deep breaths in and out......thats it...good keep breathing kei" she levels out her breathing and begins speaking again
"I..i..its f..f..from o..o..o-o..o..ona" she chokes out, my blood boils
"What!"
"N..n..no lucy calm down"
"No kei i wont calm down, show me now" she shakes her head "now keira" she pulls her phone out her pocket and goes onto her messages
📳Ona:
Hi keira, your just a fat slag who deserves nothing, especially not lucy, shes better with me and you know it, you definitely should die, starve yourself for all i care, your weak anyway little bit of no food wont hurt you so go on off you go, go die
I scroll down and theres more
Ona:
I see your still not dead yet, you know you need to die Keira, you know lucy doesnt want you, shes only still with you to keep her fsmily together otherwise shed definitely be with me, she doesnt even like you shes told everyone before she hates you
Theres more were not finished, i can barely even read them
Ona:
You fucking slag, why are you not dead yet, stop stealing the girl that wants me, i would kill you myself but then id go to jail so you definitely should kill yourself, not like anyone wants you here anyway
She tries to grab the phone but i hold onto it
Ona:
Im coming over today you better be dead, at least i better not see you, i hate you so much just like everyonr else does on this planet, especially your 'fiance' lucy you should let her go yourself break up with her,she doesnt want you keira. No one does.

And thats the end of them. She is vile, a disgraceful human being,,no one should be spoke to like that, ever.
I look up at her and shes crying,scratching at her wrists, i grab a hold of her wrists.
Lucy-"look at me keira" she avoids eye contact "keira, look at me baby" she looks at me and holds the eye contact while i speak "i want you keira, i need you here with me,you ignore her, you do not need to starve yourself, or kill yourself, people want you here keira, i do, liv does, alexia does, mapi does, ingrid does, your mum does, loads of people do kei, your literally fans favourite person in the world, they literally have lived because of you, you are loved kei, just because shes jeslous of me and you does not mean she can speak to you like that and your not gonna like this but im speaking to jonatan, she cant speak to you like that kei, but for now you ignore her, shes a dickhead, i love you kei, i need you here" i kiss her long and softly. "I love you keira" were both crying
Keira-"thats the nicest thing youve ever siad to me" she giggles
Lucy-"theres that cute smile" i help her off the floor and get dressed and then we go downstairs.
Lucy-"ale have you invited the girls yet?"
Alexia-"im just about to"
Lucy-"please dont invite ona"
Alexia-"everything ok?"
I feel kei squeeze my hand
Lucy-"erm no not really, we need to speak to jonatan and ona cannot see keira"
Alexia-"okay i wont"
Keira-"t..t..thank you ale"
She hugs her
Alexia-"its okay kei, i have to have my roomates safe, talking of roomates wheres liv? Wont she be up by now?"
Lucy-"her door was still closed wjen we come out and to be fair it is only 10 so ill give her till about half past probably then check"
Alexia-"okay"
Lucy-"kei, im making you some toast okay?"
She looks at me scared "ill help you dont worry" i make her a,new slice of toast and give the plate to her, sitting on the counter next to her, she stares at it not moving "come on kei, have a bite" i help her eat a few bites before she turns away "thank you kei, i know thays hard for you"
Keira-"i didnt think id go like this agsin"
Lucy-"its hard to resist not doing something when someone is telling you to do it"
Keira-"i know but i was so determined not go back here, not after last time them years ago, especially now with liv"
Lucy-"kei its okay"
Keira-"no, i shouldve stayed stronger"
Lucy-"no kei, its about getting you back stronger now"
Keira-"fine,how do you always know what to say lucia"
Lucy-"because i know you keira"
She kisses me
Keira-"thank you"
Lucy-"you dont thank me, you know that"
Keira-"i know but still"
I kiss her
AUTHORS NOTES-
Can you tell i hate ona🤷🏻‍♀️whoops oh well. Wonze content today❤️loving of course. Love you all have a good night