How are you my mum?

114. Put yourself in someone elses shoes

Olivia's pov
"Here she comes" i say to the table
"IM SO DONE WITH YOU AND YOUR SPASTIC FAMILY OLIVIA!"
Olivia-"what did yoy just say?"
Ruby-"i said im done with you and your spastic family"
Olivia-"ok the doors over there, go pack your bags and out you go"
She gets closer so i stand up
Ruby-"i dont think you get what im saying"
Olivia-"oh no i do, dont worry, your done with us, so just leave then?"
She raises a fist and the nerves build up but i stay strong
"Like i said, the doors out there, i dont think sarina would be to happy finding out an u23s player is fighting? That would take all your chance away?"
I give a sign to the table telling them to get sarina
"Am i right ruby or are you really that stupid to not care about your career youd hit a 15 year old with both her mums sat right there and all these people around her?"
Ruby-"you really piss me off i couldnt care less"
Olivia-"then what are you waiting for? If your really going to hit me...why are you taking so long" i step closer to her "and also i only really have one leg,this is probably the best chance youd get... i dont think you want to throw away your whole career on me no?"
Ruby-"no i fucking dont your not worth it"
Olivia-"yes so like i said the doors over there"
Ruby-"ahhh"
Olivia-"lets put that fist down" the whole team including sarina has eyes on us
Ruby-"who the fuck do you think you are some therapist"
Olivia-"no im a 15 year old girl thanks, your just some jumpscare threatening to hit me" her fist gets higher "oh i wouldnt do that, the whole team has eyes on us, youd really ruin yourself even more"
Ruby-"you really test buttons you do"
Olivia-"well you just keep blabbering on, if you were really done with us youd of already left, so your really not that done with us"
Ruby-"yeah im not even here for you im here for her, shes the weakest so ill get her" she looks at mama
Olivia-"dont even dare"
She walks over with her fist raised so i get in her way
Olivia-"to get to her, you go through me"
Ruby-"what?"
Olivia-"you heard me, to get to her you go through me"
Ruby-"move out the way stupid girl"
Olivia-"no"
Ruby-"now"
Olivia-"no ypur not getting anywhere near her" mum comforts mama keeping her calm
Ruby-"just move your pathetic self"
Olivia-"see you call me that, but your the one still here causing stuff for no reason when you could just walk out that door" she runs towards mama so i push her back "i said, dont even dare. And i meant it"
Ruby-"move"
Olivia-"weve already gone through this im not moving"
Ruby-"your so fucking rude"
Olivia-"right im the rude one but your threatening my family?"
Ruby-"family pha"
Olivia-"you what?"
Ruby-"they aint no family, didnt they abandon you" god that hurts, tears instantly to my eyes but i hold them back not losing this
Olivia-"is that your only good comeback because thats all you ever say to me"
Ruby*speechless* i see mum and mama getting up and leaving, i sigh "see look abandoning you again!" Ah ive had it with her im not even on the team so ill leave if they really want me to after this
Olivia-"ahh ive had with you, you can get your little unloved ass out of here before i beat you until you cant walk, stop mentioning that they fucking abandoned me, maybe go in my mums fucking shoes and youd understand, no instead all you are is a rude homophobic cow who causes problems everywhere she fucking goes like i said before the door is over there"
Ruby-"getting angry are we?"
Olivia-"was you not just the one storming in here?"
Ruby-"you know what if i cant get your mama ill get you instead and now look no little mum to protcect you"
Olivia-"i don't need protecting, im fine on my own"
Ruby-"but why does she always step in?"
Olivia-"ah see this is the bit you don't understand, people step in for you because they care about and love you but look no one is stepping in for you, doesnt that just tell you something?"
Ruby-*speechless*
Olivia-"yeah speechless once fucking again"
She lifts her fist and slighlty connects with my face before i dodge and pin her to the floor, my fist raised up above her face, i connect with her face hard before being dragged off and my mum stepping in
Olivia-"let me go let me go let me the fuck go" i scream and the people hold me
Lucy-"you dont fucking touch them again"
Olivia-"get the fuck off me!"
They let go and i go back over to ruby whos face is all bloody
Olivia-"told you i was fine on my own, maybe put yourself in someone elses fucking shoes before running your big mouth" she gets up and comes running at me so i trip her up, she falls flat on her face
Olivia-"you ok down there?"
Ruby-"you piss me off" she gets up and runs at me so i grab her shoulders pushing her against the wall punching her again
Olivia-"feelings mutual"
Ruby-"i..i..i hate you!"
Olivia-"feelings mutual, leave my family the fuck alone" she kicks me in the ribs and all the flashbacks come back, i let go of her neck and she drops to the floor just like i did before, my eyes instantly dwell with tears everything rushing back to my head "when i tell you i can do it on my own, i can do it on my fucking own!"
Ruby-"how the fuck"
Olivia-"like i said put yourself in someone elses shoes" the tears threatening to fall
Ruby-"why did you let me go?"
I sigh
Olivia-"you kicked me"
Ruby-"and isnt that what a fight is?"
I look at mum whos staring at the floor clearly understanding me bit lettijg me deal with it
Olivia-"i know what its like ok, that situation was half my childhood and when you kicked me it brought it back there! There you go ruby is that what you fucking wanted? No no it isnt i didn't fucking think so so like i said get the fuck out that door before i make you!" All eyes are on me and im soon running out of the canteen running to the medical rooms
I hear shouts behind me but i ignore them the tears already streaming, my knee is in excruciating pain, the whole canteen knows what happened, i just beat ruby up, and now its all replaying in my head, the medical room has blades loads of kinds, i take to my arms the blood soon pouring more tears spilling from my eyes, my phone is ringing and ringing from loads of different people
Mummy❤️
Mama❤️
Le le
Beffy
Stephy💚💛
Lessi
Rachy
Even Sarina
And more i leave them all
Ping-
Rubymace-
Im so sorry for everything ive said to you, done to you, and your mums, im sorry, please talk to someone dont do anything stupid, there worried and looking for you
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The blood is everywhere
Olivia-"shit shit shit" i feel faint and soon im covered up with a blanket which is soon red and its all black, this is my place to die
Lucy's pov-
Shit shit shit where is she
Leah-"you really know how to take it to far dont you ruby"
Lucy-"GIRLS! FUCKING STOP DID YOU NOT JUST HEAR HER, DO YOU REALLY THINK SHE IS GONNA WANT THIS? No i didnt think so everyone get looking! Ruby please just fucking leave
She leaves and everyone starts looking, i run to the medical rooms my small amount common sense kicking in. Blades and pills. Fuck nonono. The doors are all open apart from one, the floor is painted red and theres a dark figure on the floor, that can only be one person. I bang through the door and see her there, no pills just blood everywhere.
Lucy-"oh babygirl" theres a pulse
I ring the lionesses gc
📞Lucy-"medical room" is all i say to them before hanging up, they get here in record time, it warms my heart to see how much they all care for
her
Lucy-"can we create a wall from people walking past please, lessi, rach, leah, kei you all at the front facing us the rest of you behind and be prepared for screaming and when she wakes, no questions seriously"
Olivia-"ahh no please get off me, please i didnt mean to say no please! Please! I wont ever do it again or wont be late please!"
Lucy-"babygirl i need you to wake up, your safe darling you with the lionesses, mums here, mamas here, open them eyes beautiful girl"
Olivia-"w...w..where am i?"
Lucy-"your in spain, with your mum, mama, leah, rach,beffy"
Olivia-"m...m..mummy?"
Lucy-"in here babygirl im here"
Olivia-"is she gone?"
Lucy-"she has"
She cuddles into me painting my top red
Lucy-"im here, your not going anywhere...im right here babygirl"
Olivia-"mummy"
Lucy-"shshsh im here" i rocks us side to side
Olivia-"i love you mummy" she says her eyes closing again
Lucy-"i love you more babygirl worlds more, im just going to clean you up okay" she nods, i clean up her wounds and carry her to our room stopping off at sarinas office first
Lucy-"we found her thank you sarina"
Sarina-"oh girls im so sorry for youse"
Lucy-"yeah well be okay, just rebreaking blocks wed broke but all part of recovery right?"
Sarina-"of course it is, you know where i am"
Lucy-"thanks sarina"
I carry her back to the room and lay her down on our bed her gripping my shirt when i get up
Olivia-"c..c..can you atsy please"
Lucy-"of coursr i can im riggt here" me and keira slide in next to her putting some tv on
Keira-"just when we was getting better"
Lucy-"i know but well get there"