How are you my mum?

176. Stuck

Olivia's pov-
I have no idea how long I've been here, I haven't seen outside, the news isn't bothered that I'm gone, clearly no one else is either. He's got my phone which was smashed against the wall of course, im covered in cuts and bruises and honestly I'm back at the start of how I was when I first met Lucy. Terrified she'd leave me, terrified she'd hurt me, scared of everything. I just want to die. I don't want to go through the process of having to attempt to heal again. I was there, I was healing. And now im back at the start. He doesn't bring me food says I don't deserve It after I escaped from him. He's threw bricks at me, slapped, kicked, stomped anything. This beating is a whole lot worse than it ever has been. It's probably been a week or so now, everyone's probably give up looking they don't care that much anyway "stupid girl get out my way" Stuart shouts as he steps on me
Pete-"whoa Stuart don't hurt her to much before our game" oh no. No no no. I try and wriggle out of the chains but it's no use but it earns me a severe kick to the head and instantly I black out.

Keira's pov-
Oh my sweet girl where are you. I sob to myself in the shower, im lost, so lost. Lucy is putting up a strong fight but I know deep down she's worse than I am. I sob and cut myself a lot trying to give myself some of the pain Liv must be feeling right now. We've let her down I know we have. I get out the shower looking at myself, failure, ugly, useless. Even fifa knows it, your useless Keira. I open the bathroom door to Lucy.
Lucy-"hey"
Keira-"hey luce"
Lucy-"can I have cuddle please"
Keira-"of course you can Lucy, come on" I cover up my arms walking to our bed
Lucy-"keira you don't have to hide your arms"
Keira-"I just tried to take some of the pain Liv must be feeling onto me"
Lucy-"I know kei"

Alessia's pov-
Oh little one where are you. The police has give up, they checked the foster parents home she weren't there so they've basically given up and as much im trying. I have no idea where to look. I've cried every night since she disappeared, Lucy and Keira put there trust in us and we lost her. England camp is coming up and also a game but I havemt been training. I honestly can't function all I do is fucking cry. It's pathetic yes, she's not even my fucking daughter.

Olivia's pov-
"You ready for our game? We have 4 people now, your uncle Will and Stuart, me, and your aunt Roberta" I gulp without an answer "you remember our games before don't you" he tips my head up, im only in a bra and pants as it is but obviously there ripped off before he chains me up. "That pussy looks amazing" he snarls "I missed it" they all take there clothes off before making themselves hard and soaked "whos going first?" I cry for them to get off but I cant move with these chains "don't worry sweetheart, we'll be soft" she smirks
Pete-"right one the tits, the others on the pussy"
"GET OFF GET OFF!"
"shut it!" Slap to the face
They enjoy themselves before finally they think there finished and redress me before chaining me back up. I've tried my bracelet so much but I don't expect it to work, I'll be here forever, well as long as I live here. No food, no water, no love. Oh mums where are you. I close my eyes falling asleep.

"Hey babygirl it's me mum, I'm gonna get you I promise, I promise I'll be there, I'll find you I will"

I wake up screaming for my mum "your mum? Your mum isn't here" I look down "no one is here for you, that's how worthless you are, no one is looking for you because no one wants to find you, no one cares enough to find you" he slaps me before he walks out. These chains are so tight I cannot move.

Lucy's pov-
I'm gently crying on Keiras chest.
"Lu?" I quickly wipe my eyes sitting up "lu don't cry, well get her I promise"

"You cant promise that Keira!" I snap

"Don't snap Lucy I know your scared"

"We have training tomorrow, we both look like we've cried for weeks which I know we have-"

"It will be okay Lucy, we just won't tell them okay, I'll probably tell Ale, Mapi and Aitana but that's it okay?"

"Okay, I just, if she's not at the house where the fuck is she"

Timeskip- 2nd Week

Olivia's pov-
Still locked up here, been sexually assaulted a number of times, hit a number of times, kicked, stomped, pinched anything you could think of. Honestly I don't know how I'm not dead, im black n blue, thin, weak, extremely suicidal again and i just want all this to end. You know what no, im not suicidal, I want to see my mums, I need to, I will see them. "Ha girl look at this" he turns on the TV and it's the news, the main title being: Police to end search for girl after 2 weeks of not being found.
Officer-"hi everyone and I'm Police Constable Gibson, we will be ending the search of Olivia Bronze-Walsh after 2 weeks of searching for the 15 year old, if anyone sees anything please come forward, we are deeply sorry for anyone connected to this case" and that's it, the TV is switched off
Pete-"so now, I have you all to myself, I win" he wins, he wins, he wins. That lingers on in my head. He wins...

Lucy's pov-
No. No. No. I walk in to see the news on in the Barcelona cafeteria. It's in catalon but I translate it 'police to end search for girl after 2 weeks of searching'
Officer-"hi everyone and I'm Police Constable Gibson, we will be ending the search of Olivia Bronze-Walsh after 2 weeks of searching for the 15 year old, if anyone sees anything please come forward, we are deeply sorry for anyone connected to this case" No. NO. NO.NO. NO. NO. Everyone turns to me with saddened eyes and I storm out punching every wall I see, I crash into Mapi storming past her
Mapi-"Lucy? Lucy?!"
Patri-"on és la Lucy?" (Where's Lucy)
Mapi-"no sé per què" (I dont know why)
Patri-"la policia ha deixat de buscar" (the police have stopped searching)
Mapi-"no"
Patri-"ho sento" (im sorry)

I'm walking down the hall tears streaming down my face, I find Kei and collapse into her arms, sobbing, my breathing everywhere "whoa whoa whoaLucy? Breathe beautiful, deep breaths gorgeous" she tries to help me "right Lucy your gonna pass out you need to breathe"
Lucy-"i-i I ca-" all of a sudden it's black.....soon after I wake up in Keira's lap, her face tear stained "oh luce I'm so sorry" I start sobbing again
"My baby! She's gone" I cry out "I was supposed to protect her this time, and now she's gone" I sob when my phone rings
Keira-"its your mum luce"
I shake my head as she answers the call
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Diane-"lucy? Lucy I've just seen the news I'm so sorry"
Keira-"hi Diane, it's Keira I've currently got Lucy sobbing in my lap after collapsing from a panic attack"
Diane-"im so sorry Keira"
I cry over the phone
"I'll ring you later mum"
"Okay luce I love you loads"
"I love you too mum"
"Lots and lo-"
"No mum please dont"

She hangs up and I roll over hiding my head in her lap with the Barca girls around us
Keira-"shall we go home Luce?"
I nod and she picks me up

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