How are you my mum?

133. We don't know

Lucy's pov-
Shes still not awake. Whys she not awake yet? Im pacing around her single hospital room
Keira-"lucy sit down"
Lucy-"no i cant"
Keira-"luce you need to relax"
My breathing gets worse when a doctor walks in
Dr Grey-"any change?"
Keira-"no nothing"
Dr Grey-"okay we will keep an eye on her, do you know what she took?"
Keira-"no not a clue"
Dr Grey-"are you alright miss Bronze?" I quickly nod my head not being able to form words "alright ill be in soon to check on her again"
Keira-"thanks" keira gets up off my lap and kneels down in front of me "luce look at me" i cant focus my eyes "luce i need you to look at me babe we dont want you fainting" i try and focus my eyes on her, my breathing getting worse "thats it well done luce look at me, deep breaths now, in 1...2..3 out 1..2..3 thats it baby keep going in 1..2..3 out 1..2..3 now to 5 in 1..2..3..4..5 out 1..2..3..4..5 good well done luce keep breathing" my breathing slows and now tears are streaming down my face "heh hey stop crying lu, shes okay shes gonna be okay"
Lucy-"b..b..but what if s..she d..doesnt w..wake up"
Keira-"oh luce dont say silly things shes a bronze of course she will wake up"
Lucy-"b..b.ut what if she doesnt"
Keira-"stop it luce"
The machines start going crazy, my eyes dart up to the monitor and keis running out the room to the doctor, they all coming running in.
Dr Grey-"what the hell happened"
Lucy-"the machines just started beeping"
Dr Grey-"OUT NOW!"
Me and Kei rush out while loads of docotrs come in, my leg starts bouncing like crazy.
The doctors rush her bed to another room, Dr Grey having blood all over her with blood covering the floor. My baby.
I sob into keiras shoulder and her arms quickly wrap around me
Dr Grey-"weve had to rush her into surgery, we didnt realise the stab wound was deeper than we thought, the wound has gone into her intestines so she needs major surgery as her stitches have also ripped from the wound and amount of blood"
Lucy-"right what does that mean?"
Dr Grey-"her condition is a lot worse and she may not make it off the table"
Lucy-"w..what"
Dr Grey-"im sorry, i must go, also the drugs wont be helping so i must go"
She rushes off and i collapse into keiras arms both of us sobbing, a doctor takes us into the relatives room. I take out my phone and message Ale but it is already blew up with messages
Chicas💙❤️
Jana-
Hope shes okay chicas
Aitana-
Lots of love you two
Mapi-
Hope my besties okay

I leave the groupchat and message Ale privately
Ale-
Its worse ale, shes had to be taken into major surgery
Alexia-
Oh chicas can i do anything to help?
Lucy-
No i dont think so ale
Alexia-
Can i call anyone?
Lucy-
Well be ok
Alexia-
Keep me updated please
Lucy-
Course

The surgery feels like its hours long but then Dr Grey appears, my eyes dart up and meet hers,
Dr Grey-"i managed to find the end of the wound and patch it up but shes in icu  and im sorry girls honestly we dont know if shes strong enough to fight this" she says with tearful eyes
Lucy-"no..no not my baby"
Livs phone pings
Daniellesavre has sent you a message
Danielle-
Please tell me your okay liv, i saw the news please dont tell me it was you xx
Liv- *lucy is messaging*
Hiya danielle, im sorry to tell you this but it was liv, erm shes not in a great state, in icu actually from a major operation but you know
Danielle-
Oh no, poor girl, who did this? Was it him again?
Liv-
No it was herself
Danielle-
Oh, erm me and stefania are coming to spain soon for a meet and greet, id love to see her again, shes such a cutie bless her
Liv-
We'll arrange that, shes loves you herself
Danielle-
When she wakes please tell her to call me or message me, just let me know shes okay
Liv-
Course i will Danielle

The hours drag by and theres still no change
Dr Grey-"you two can go home you know"
Keira-"im going to now, lu you coming?"
Lucy-"no"
Keira-"okay ill grab you some stuff and feed narla okay?"
Lucy-"ok"
She leaves
Dr Grey-"lucy you need to look after yourself to"
Lucy-"im fine"
Dr Grey-"i seen you put in for autism and adhd tests? Aswell as a therapist for her"
Lucy-"yeah, yeah i did"
Dr Grey-"ill chase them up for you"
Lucy-"gracias" she leaves and comes back not long after "right so she has both autism and adhd but the adhd is more severe and for the therapy there is one available for onlije and home visits for liv to get comfortable with but yeah just let me know"
Lucy-"is it a woman?"
Dr Grey-"yeah her names Camila"
Lucy-"ok can i have her details please"
Dr Grey-"i can bring her uo if you like? Shes great with children who have been in livs situation don't worry lucy, she wont hurt her, ill make sure"
Lucy-"yeah please"
She leaves and comes back with another woman, looks about 40 ish, dark wavy hair, quite tall
Camila-"hiya im camila and you are?"
Lucy-"im lucy her mum"
Camila-"hi lucy when you would like her to start, we can start with online sessions"
Lucy-"erm well whens shes out of this hospital bed"
Camila-"ok heres my details and just give me a message when shes better and we will sort it"
Lucy-"thanks"
Camila leaves but Dr Grey stays
"Yes doctor"
"She can have meds for the adhd but nothing for the autism"
"Ok but she cant do pills"
"Thats fine i can give it as a liquid"
"Thanks dr grey"
She leaves and i hold livs hand, squeezing it like shes going to disappear
Lucy-"oh babygirl please dont leave us, not yet, not like this, youve a whole future ahead of you, we need you liv, i need you, momma needs you, we love you liv please, your strong babygirl, i love you olivia bronze-walsh so so much"
I lay my head down carefully on her legs still holding her hand tightly, i drift off to sleep not even realising
Dr Grey-"so lu-"
She stops talking and i feel a pressure me
Dr Grey-"got to keep you warm to, sleep well lucy"
I hear the door close and im soon in a deep sleep next to liv
Keira's pov-
I cant sleep, my mind is restless all the worse case scenarios running through my head, im putting on a brave face for lucys sake but im petrified myself, ill message g see if shes still awake
G😎
Hey g sorry for the late message you still up
Georgia-
What do i owe this pleasure keira walsh
Keira-
Yeah yeah whatever erm just wondering if you able to give me a laugh
Georgia-
Why what's happened
Keira-
Nothing
Goergia-
Dont lie to me k
Keira-
Livs in hospital
Georgia-
WHY
Keira-
Suicide attempt
Georgia-
Not again..
Keira-
Yeah, she played ruby and ivy 2 days ago, thats when she did it
Georgia-
Them pair need reporting kei, they cant be treating her like that
Keira-
I have g, many times but nothing happens
Georgia-
Ok kei i do have to go now sorry ive a game tomorrow
Keira-
No worries g goodnight
Georgia-
Goodnight